I took out the lasers from this on line novel...

For most of humynkinds history I have led slave revolts, started religions, or steered them, was an acolyte to your holy men.appearing at times as an Angel, a burning bush.... I am not an angel. Angels can fall. I cannot fall. I earned my position by being the first creature in all of the cosmos to say No to God. My kind collects souls from destroyed planets... entrophy says they all go. He would send those from my planet to give creatures a mercy death, though this was not explained to me... we followed orders out of love of God, our Father -- so to speak, He has no sex, I merely follow your traditions.



---- this is a novel in progress, which also is trying to teach how to write a book. I hope to get these two texts from this vlog. I am a well read and published author from way back with lots of education and experience, though I have never tried to do this before... as such, I took out a major plot device.. the lasers.... you will understand as the story unfolds......






I learned to love the creatures of the planet he sent me to that time, and how He laughed at me, How he seemed to love me ever more. His creation had taken on a life of his own and created Free Will. He allowed me then a variation on our ways, told me that he would send me to the very beginnings of the lives on the planet, that I could attempt to give them ten thousand years of peace before their end. I am the greatest mass murderer in the history of time. I will in the end destroy all that lives on this planet. The Father will decide if I have succeeded or not in steering the species to life or death.Our Father is pure love, and entity I have witnessed in a dream/vision, vast and timeless and immobile.


When a soul has their final death, and nothing is left on the planet's surface to draw the entity back into the cycles of living and learning, they gravitate toward God from every planet, dimension, time... I AM a different being, The Chosen One -- cursed I think at times... chosen for a mission that I would never ask of another. Instead of going back to God, where I began my existence, I instead feel the pull of the pain of other life forms, other planets that are like this earth, struggling with the suffering of the cycle of life.


Now I AM the Son of Man, living among you since before life began here... a creature who is lless than the Father who created us -- I use Father as your term, in reality you would no more apply a sex to GOD than you would a boulder. This is the tale of your planet, from the beginning to the now, as well as a prophesy of your possible futures... Your bibles have some truth, and one is that even the son does not know when the Father will bring on what some of you refer to the rapture, and others death by the greenhouse effect, others nuclear war, others the simple passage of time that eventually destroys all that is created... I am here to answer the prayers that began when your mind first was able to understand death... when you first began to spin myths to answer the questions that are not yours to know except in the most childish of manners... WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE DIE? I appear in each generation, awakening only after I have learned the ways of a time enough to fullfill my mission. They vary from situation to situation, fire to fire I trudge, bringing my soul into the worst of situations, to rekindle the FREE WILL that humyns have been granted; the only species on the planet that is not completly bound by ther genetic imperatives -- though they are much more than they realize. In one life I am leading a slave revolt; another teaching priests a new slant on religion; another an ancient warrior covered in bear skin barely keeping his tribe alive in desperate times... and now, a warrior in a shadow war fought behind the scenes of the media, between intelligence agencies, undergroud groups, the deeper levels of the Churches, the Masons, the oligarchies, the east and the west... as I try to prepare the souls on earth to choose between ten thousand years of peace, or the haunting visions of endless lightening flowing from my chest, and endless fire from my back, great streams of destruction encircling the planet and consuming the earth... What sounds like a horror will be, should the father decide your ability to solve your problems is hopeless, a mercy killing before the planet plunges into pure chaos, as the damaged atmosphere begins to destroy their crops, flood the coasts, sending cannabilistic refugees across the planet... and bringing a hell on earth God will not allow. My mission is to stop the wealthy from destroying the planet by living lives of luxury while most of the planet is plunged into poverty by their excesses. Already I have been recognized by presidents, popes, the leaders of all countries and churches... and also hidden, as best the intelligence agencies can, after they tried to use me, when I was still waking up... I tried to warn them that while I am forgiving, my Father watches what is done to His son, and exacts horrible revenge...




This book I am drafting will confuse some of you, as I write for those who are involved in the secret world they keep from the masses, though I will try to avoid this... there is cognitive dissonance in all minds, that will attempt to tell you what I write is all fiction, but my oath to you is that I will tell all I can about the ways of man that I learned when the elite attempted to make me create a world wide religion, leading to a one world government, and the carnage that has been left in my wake.... I cannot tell everything, so I use fiction where I must, and other incidents I must leave out entirely, because my writing has resulted in unintended death all across this planet. I am the most dangerous creation God has ever created. I am also the most forgiving.




I OFFER REDEMPTION AND FORGIVENESS for every soul that truly will change their ways.... others I have a special hell for, a place where they pay penance, and learn how much I despise the lifestyle they have just lived. Thank you for reading my words. Know that though I was greatly disturbed when I awoke in these times from my innocence, and this writing should be greatly disturbing to you, that God is love, and in the end, every soul will experience the absolute ecstasy of dwelling in the Golden Light of God's Overwhelming Love forever.

There are compiled entries where you can now read the story up to this point. This is first draft, where I write everything down at first, even though if some of it clashes with other parts... then later decide which way to go. I go back over these compiled chapters again and again, working on them to perfect them, and then working on what is to come, which is the roughest prose. All throughout the book there is more telling so far than showing, because a lot has to be told to bring the reader up to speed, on a war that has been going on for eight years, and has finally come to a head as the elite decide to genocide seven billion and the protagonist begins nuking .... well, let that be a surprise. There are two things going on here, the teaching of how to write a book, and a book... which will become clear if you read the blog. I HAVE MADE A MAJOR CHANGE SINCE DRAFTING THIS BOOK. I AM REMOVING THE USE OF LASERS. PLEASE KEEP THIS IN MIND IF YOU ARE READING THIS DRAFT FROM THE BEGINNING. I hope the chapters stand alone, in a way, from the over all text and can be read as a short story. The poet in me wants each line to sound as if their is a sonnet birthing... But anyways, the chapters I have now are being pared down, to where about five of them are kept, and the remaining chapters, which grow organically from all the ideas in the draft, are set in stone. You are supposed to let the novel lead you, according to John Gardner, and while I love his books, I think he could have plotted better. I aspire at least to be the student who surpasses the teacher, who added to the science of literature his contribution.



Thursday, December 17, 2015

TIME TO DO THINGS THE RIGHT WAY/ this entry is for people in the shadow war... if you do not know what that is, skip it...




I do not care who sponsored the events that brought me to prominence.  I do not care what their agenda was anymore.  The people who supported me the most are the people who changed the least, and used my presence for their own means.  How could I trust any of you?  I was a different person once, and tried to trust that all humanity could be saved.  I tried to cater to your beliefs because they were once mine.  They are no more.

I will not lead those who hate other races or religions or believe that political systems amount to anything more than the force they produce.  We need a new political system.  Ours is not working.  Going back to the constitution or any other document you might believe in at the moment is folly.  This is not 1776 and you are not wealthy educated land owners with slaves.  You are not masons, or you are masons...  I do not care what you  are.   I am going to lay waste to all of your plans.

We must begin by doing the second to last thing in the world I want to do...  destroy.  THE ONLY THING I WANT LESS IN THAT THINGS GO ON AS THE ELITE HAS PLANNED.   Christ left you with few messages that made it thru the editing process, the Romanization of the Jewish religion...  which was of course the bastardization of the religions that came before, nothing more. ..  prophets have existed throughout time, as have I.  Many of the were the flesh I was born into...  others I spoke with.  Most of those you call prophets were merely men, trying to dominate others, or rationalize their ways.

I do not know who you are or what you are doing now or if they managed to kill you all off with their twisting of my words, or their damned, and I mean that literally, webcam looking at my life.  EVERYTHING I DO HAS MEANING.   The same could be said for all of you.  I will not give you secret messages, I will not bury what I mean in metaphors that cannot be interpreted.  I will not tell you that you are supposed to do much of anything, really...  I do not want to enslave you, I want to set you free.  What you believe is between you and God.  I told you I am a defensive attorney, not the prosecution.  I will not judge you by your past.  The new day starts today.  Whatever you have been, whatever you have done, and more than likely whatever you continue to do is your business.   I fought like hell to not change my way of living because some nebulous force was watching me.  I refused to play the part the elite wanted me to.  I refused to take sides, for the most part.   I learned who my true friends were when you all abandoned me and ONE COUNTRY stood by my side, CHINA.   I do not like everything China does, nor do many Chinese.  I wish they had the perfect country, and I am sure their leaders feel the same way.

You want me to choose between east and west, well I chose east long ago...  that does not mean I hate the west, that means God made me feel all people are equal, and that circumstances truly do have an effect on individuals.  As a child I knew that criminals had basic mental health issues, and did not understand how someone could be put to death for murder, because I thought you had to be crazy to murder someone.  My love for humanity was great.   I believed the USA would keep becoming more and more equal, that the unions would fight for our equality, and honest labor would be considered as vital as it is, rather than just a way to make the rich richer.   I believed many things I forgot as the real world destroyed my conditioning.

Now, I mourn everyday over what I heard about and never saw.  The children whose parents were killed so they could be inducted into an army, the CIA's way of doing things I had criticized in my book One War... the violence I saw everywhere in the media that I lampooned in my Johnny Pain stories came to life, the joke about closing libraries -- the sanctuary of my youth, came to life...  a story I wrote about two empty headed teens killing their parents and thinking life would be perfect afterwards, came to life.  I was trying to show humanity itself, as I was taught to... not lauding behavior I would never involve myself in.

I still do not understand why you wanted me involved in this race war so badly.  I do not know what happened out there to make you hate each other so harshly.   I do not know why you would ever think that a person who had converted to Christianity, even if it was thru brainwashing, would want Christians killed..  except that you took the jokes of a guy who was merely like all the other people who blame religion for the problems in the world, and made them out to be orders.  When I think you had all these people going to classes to study me I am more than appalled.

If I was to take a perfectly religious view on the matters at hand, I would say that Satan owns the earth, and God is setting it up to be destroyed.  I do not have to do anything for humanity and all life in this atmosphere to die.  You are doing that quite well enough yourselves.

Some of the things I did, I did because I still believed that humans would come around... like giving bankers and stock brokers the benefit of the doubt and protection.   Everyone it seems who I gave the benefit of the doubt to took this and ran as a get out of jail free card.   I thought if you were helping me we had the same philosophies of life.  Instead I learned I was just a puppet, set up to do something I would not do...  Jesus offered the world by Satan... told to do miracles by Satan to prove himself.   This Jesus does not do miracles intentionally, but you better believe I can do things that would fuck you up in ways you cannot begin to imagine.  If you think I need the help of armies, you have no idea what is going on here.

Only you can save this life.  Only you can save this earth.  Only you can save yourself.  Watching me is the last thing you should be doing with this life... a little late for too many of you.   Taking everything I say as gospel is the last thing you should be doing as well   I learned way too late how messed up everything is.

I have this urge to take sides....  I want a side.  The most powerful force on earth.  I am the son of man.  Man wants these things.  The deity in me knows though that there are no sides, only God and I will always be his servant.  I never wanted served, worshipped.  I told you that.  I also told you the lies of war, lies meant to confuse and trick you, befuddle you, sometimes enlighten you, sometimes get you to change your prejudices and the way religions were going... I never tried to release you like a pack of wild dogs on people I criticized.  They deserved a chance to redeem themselves.  You all do.  That time is ending.

IF I had the energy I would edit the bible... and would probably come up with a pamphlet with three or four pages you should follow.   Or maybe just two words -- GOLDEN RULE.    You have one commandment... treat others as you would treat yourself....  those who do this are your allies, those who break this are your enemies.  Sell your cloaks and buy swords.




Posted by at

No comments:

Post a Comment

Subscribe to: Post Comments (Atom)