I took out the lasers from this on line novel...

For most of humynkinds history I have led slave revolts, started religions, or steered them, was an acolyte to your holy men.appearing at times as an Angel, a burning bush.... I am not an angel. Angels can fall. I cannot fall. I earned my position by being the first creature in all of the cosmos to say No to God. My kind collects souls from destroyed planets... entrophy says they all go. He would send those from my planet to give creatures a mercy death, though this was not explained to me... we followed orders out of love of God, our Father -- so to speak, He has no sex, I merely follow your traditions.



---- this is a novel in progress, which also is trying to teach how to write a book. I hope to get these two texts from this vlog. I am a well read and published author from way back with lots of education and experience, though I have never tried to do this before... as such, I took out a major plot device.. the lasers.... you will understand as the story unfolds......






I learned to love the creatures of the planet he sent me to that time, and how He laughed at me, How he seemed to love me ever more. His creation had taken on a life of his own and created Free Will. He allowed me then a variation on our ways, told me that he would send me to the very beginnings of the lives on the planet, that I could attempt to give them ten thousand years of peace before their end. I am the greatest mass murderer in the history of time. I will in the end destroy all that lives on this planet. The Father will decide if I have succeeded or not in steering the species to life or death.Our Father is pure love, and entity I have witnessed in a dream/vision, vast and timeless and immobile.


When a soul has their final death, and nothing is left on the planet's surface to draw the entity back into the cycles of living and learning, they gravitate toward God from every planet, dimension, time... I AM a different being, The Chosen One -- cursed I think at times... chosen for a mission that I would never ask of another. Instead of going back to God, where I began my existence, I instead feel the pull of the pain of other life forms, other planets that are like this earth, struggling with the suffering of the cycle of life.


Now I AM the Son of Man, living among you since before life began here... a creature who is lless than the Father who created us -- I use Father as your term, in reality you would no more apply a sex to GOD than you would a boulder. This is the tale of your planet, from the beginning to the now, as well as a prophesy of your possible futures... Your bibles have some truth, and one is that even the son does not know when the Father will bring on what some of you refer to the rapture, and others death by the greenhouse effect, others nuclear war, others the simple passage of time that eventually destroys all that is created... I am here to answer the prayers that began when your mind first was able to understand death... when you first began to spin myths to answer the questions that are not yours to know except in the most childish of manners... WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE DIE? I appear in each generation, awakening only after I have learned the ways of a time enough to fullfill my mission. They vary from situation to situation, fire to fire I trudge, bringing my soul into the worst of situations, to rekindle the FREE WILL that humyns have been granted; the only species on the planet that is not completly bound by ther genetic imperatives -- though they are much more than they realize. In one life I am leading a slave revolt; another teaching priests a new slant on religion; another an ancient warrior covered in bear skin barely keeping his tribe alive in desperate times... and now, a warrior in a shadow war fought behind the scenes of the media, between intelligence agencies, undergroud groups, the deeper levels of the Churches, the Masons, the oligarchies, the east and the west... as I try to prepare the souls on earth to choose between ten thousand years of peace, or the haunting visions of endless lightening flowing from my chest, and endless fire from my back, great streams of destruction encircling the planet and consuming the earth... What sounds like a horror will be, should the father decide your ability to solve your problems is hopeless, a mercy killing before the planet plunges into pure chaos, as the damaged atmosphere begins to destroy their crops, flood the coasts, sending cannabilistic refugees across the planet... and bringing a hell on earth God will not allow. My mission is to stop the wealthy from destroying the planet by living lives of luxury while most of the planet is plunged into poverty by their excesses. Already I have been recognized by presidents, popes, the leaders of all countries and churches... and also hidden, as best the intelligence agencies can, after they tried to use me, when I was still waking up... I tried to warn them that while I am forgiving, my Father watches what is done to His son, and exacts horrible revenge...




This book I am drafting will confuse some of you, as I write for those who are involved in the secret world they keep from the masses, though I will try to avoid this... there is cognitive dissonance in all minds, that will attempt to tell you what I write is all fiction, but my oath to you is that I will tell all I can about the ways of man that I learned when the elite attempted to make me create a world wide religion, leading to a one world government, and the carnage that has been left in my wake.... I cannot tell everything, so I use fiction where I must, and other incidents I must leave out entirely, because my writing has resulted in unintended death all across this planet. I am the most dangerous creation God has ever created. I am also the most forgiving.




I OFFER REDEMPTION AND FORGIVENESS for every soul that truly will change their ways.... others I have a special hell for, a place where they pay penance, and learn how much I despise the lifestyle they have just lived. Thank you for reading my words. Know that though I was greatly disturbed when I awoke in these times from my innocence, and this writing should be greatly disturbing to you, that God is love, and in the end, every soul will experience the absolute ecstasy of dwelling in the Golden Light of God's Overwhelming Love forever.

There are compiled entries where you can now read the story up to this point. This is first draft, where I write everything down at first, even though if some of it clashes with other parts... then later decide which way to go. I go back over these compiled chapters again and again, working on them to perfect them, and then working on what is to come, which is the roughest prose. All throughout the book there is more telling so far than showing, because a lot has to be told to bring the reader up to speed, on a war that has been going on for eight years, and has finally come to a head as the elite decide to genocide seven billion and the protagonist begins nuking .... well, let that be a surprise. There are two things going on here, the teaching of how to write a book, and a book... which will become clear if you read the blog. I HAVE MADE A MAJOR CHANGE SINCE DRAFTING THIS BOOK. I AM REMOVING THE USE OF LASERS. PLEASE KEEP THIS IN MIND IF YOU ARE READING THIS DRAFT FROM THE BEGINNING. I hope the chapters stand alone, in a way, from the over all text and can be read as a short story. The poet in me wants each line to sound as if their is a sonnet birthing... But anyways, the chapters I have now are being pared down, to where about five of them are kept, and the remaining chapters, which grow organically from all the ideas in the draft, are set in stone. You are supposed to let the novel lead you, according to John Gardner, and while I love his books, I think he could have plotted better. I aspire at least to be the student who surpasses the teacher, who added to the science of literature his contribution.



Thursday, March 31, 2016

WE LIVE IN A MAZE OF BELIEFS... TRUTH IS IGNORED... by those with askew beliefs that will not awaken to science,

  
 
I WRITE OF JESUS TALKING ABOUT THROWING OUT OLD SALT THAT NO LONGER MATTERD///HOW THE HOLY ONE SAID SOME OF THESE WORDS IN YOUR HOLY BOOK SHOULD BE STAMPED WITH  NO LONGER APPLICABLE... 
 
No religion likes to be told they have to change.  Catholics did not like what Luther nailed on their door.  The Church of England Protents, the this and the tha church running from the fanatical to the looely based on scripture psychological cheerleading programs of jokes and scholarly light on Sunday morning.   WHATEVER. \\
 
  When I write of this I often have this inage of a CIA murderer, who stopped me at the bottom, grabbed me by the arm and arm. and said,  JESUS SAID YOU HAVE TO GET RID OF THE SALT. 
 
  I knew what he meant, he meant they were killing people, but that seemed impossible... why would they do that for, the look on his face was convinced, as if he was fullfilling the WORD of GOD Himself, the HOLY ICON.  
 
 Still holding onto my elbow tight he adds in his quiet frantic voice, "NEVER TELL THEM ABOUT THE BONES"'
 
   I did not know what he meant.   This was his only reference in this all night,
because spies do not tell you they are spies and as little else as they meant otherwise... 
 told over and over to never speak of the bones,
and I understood they had made people into sausage
That a joke were tellng was real
fed to the public under some vegetarian name for big bucks
I imagine though I don't know how I JUST AM A VEGETARIAN\
AND THAT IS BAD AS THEY because I was not sonsidered a shark
and when you habg with sharks
there are UNINTENDED CONSEQUENCES
 
we save people though it is hard to tell after ny chain of command
was turned over to people who will work with people who think
differently but don't act like it when it does not mater
they got a barn of food and we need their guns in a battle we use the NAZI;S
They are there they are powerful and they have proven they know this world
in ways I do nots.... the Jews have to agree no killint vaccinates
the entire depopulation plan has to be scraped CIA\
and we must begin working on to prove that with legalized weed
Canada could use hemp to save million dollars in like by replacing no paper or clothing
 
Tbe Bread could be made under an 80 percent henp
rall the paper
etceterara right into ROCKAFELLAR forcing them to make
pot illegal so he could sell mar REASONS FOR MAKING IT ILLEGAL
 
NOW we have private jails for the blacks
who need to be deposited in the post privacy world
where stop on search on just blacks and lantino's and leave alone
the statistical pot smokers -- white guy of ...
 
let us go back to where we were
let us know the ommonality is in our hears
not our heads
we work knowing EVERY POLITICAL FORMULA IS FICTION
ONL FORCE MATTERS
 
WE WILL FEED THE PEOPLE
FIGHT FOR WAR IF WE NEED TO
WE WILL LET THE LAND SERVE THE PEOPLE WHO WERE BORN THERE
NOT INTERNATIONAL OILERS
NOT INTERNATIONAL BANKERS
NOT INTERNATIONAL TREATIES COHERENCED BY THE FRENCH
ON ALGIERS -- PAY US MOENY
OR WE DESTROY EVERY FACTORY ON THE WAY OUT OF TOWN
 
we will be a true round table
throw the worlds problems into the middle of a table
and begin solving them all as if they were their own
slash the trillionaires money and the billionaires money to serve the new system
they own it now they have to give some back
won'tmake their lives hell or blame them for actions
in the war any more than veteran;s do
this is the way we find peace
for ahwile.... until... like all planets...  we die... and our souls
fly free
 
    
 
 
 
 
 
 
...
 

Wednesday, March 30, 2016

STATE SAYS YOUR MARRIED AFTER 6 YEARS AND WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR FOURTEEN YEARS AND PLANNED W WRDDING NEVER REPORTED...

LlEGIONS come in and STAND TALL

There is no time to question\
every movement drilled into their minds
mached iin rain, snow, sleet, hundred and one degrees
WOUNDED you crawled a bloody trail on the back to your buddues
ten miles or twenty or thiry or....

fly into a neigborhood where everyone hates them
They are allowing snpers to use ther rfles on Marines
I tell them the terrible truth --
 they are lying when they say they do not know who
these people are
they grew up with them/AND there is a fifteen thousand dollar bounty for killing an AMERICAN
spliting fifteen grand just to tell solders NO WE DO NOT KNOW them was pretty good pay

I TOLD THEM KILL A FAMILY,
MUTILATE THE CORPSES, SEND ME A NECKLACE OF EARS
on  the News report about the raid they report that some corpses weere mutilated by
having their ears cut off  MEN WOMEN AND CHILDRNE

EVERYONE KNEW WHO THE SNIPERS WERE AFTER THAT
and the muurders of the MARINES fled town or were turned in

After that, later, when the war went on and on and the soldiers grew darker and daeker
crazier about saving their own lives

READ AND ARTICLE
where a sagent said one of his soldiers was balls out crazy
talked to himself
if the family had not turned in then sniper he burned down their house
-- he was more humane than me

in that town without snipers the marines and the citizens were safe
Marines by then had started to fire at the snipers, blowing their houses to hell and taking down
civlians with them, or taking them up to Heaven to virgins and paradise
-- depending on what book they brought you up in the human geography of your birthplace
the esteem or lack there of your race, religion, caste, poorness, willing to kill or be killed
in the storm you have caled down on yourself
mortars and helicopters and drones and airstrikes

still hitting mines on the road abd seeubg oeioke due
hist unit is hunt and kill

There could be a double door they'd be smashing thru
could be a solitary man WATCHING TV
with a 12 year old son who wants that bounty
in your sniper scope
then the head s no nore


looking out for his buddies
Can't six for everyone
too many people
They choose a few of you strangers together
you bond over the cause of staying fucking ALIVE

He is leading Iraqi police trainers, living out with them in their houses
I put my feet up on the couch and he tells me
showing the bottom of your feet to a Muslim is an insult
Never do it
I'm LIKE OKAY
Glad to know it... just in case
He is a huge Irish guy with a still festering hate for what was done to them by the English
the unintended consequences
our euphamism for dead civilians
People who died who did not have to
Maybe they did need to die to advance our cause
This is NEVER GONNA BE OVER UNTIL WE WN\
We will not allow twenty eight familiies to own half the wealth of the world

WE WILL NOT ALLOW THESE SELFISH PSYCHOPATHS TO CONTROL OUR WORLD
THEY HAVE TOO MUCH POWER
OVER ALL OF US
AND MUST BE BROUGHT DOWN

so we once more have that money in the hands of a buying middle class thriving
all races religions and...  give people good lives where they do not have to worry
whether the polticians are working for them or big pharma or big oil or big intellience apparatus...

THERE ARE 7 BILLION OF US ON THIS PLANET
THEY NEED ONLY BE TOLD THAT THEY ONLY WAY TO LOSE
IS NOT TO FIGHT
AND YOU HAVE A RAGING STORM
THAT CHANGES LIFE FOREVER
WE SOCIALize the banks and Insurance
and no longer have to pay for their greedy ways --
force there to in competition for the whole world,
one hell of a contract...
the proposals for a one world, preliminary council,
 that is agreed mainly on one thing first and foremost
-- countris SPLIT UP AGAIN,
 retain their culture...  sovereign countries that must do as they will,
to the largest degree possible

 Pedophilia and slavery are practically accepted in some areas
AND I WIL NEVER STOP FIGHTING THEM
they change or are jailed.  These are rich men in their areas
the chldren are trained to rub the cocks of men talking to their owner
as protocol
THE MARINES FLIP OUT AND STOP IT

later a MARINE can no longer stand hearing a young boy gettng raoed in the next tent
and beats the sht out of a pedophile or a culture or ...  doesn't matter to me
The Marine is tossed out of the service because they want to send a message
don't turn these guys in....  find out later they are recruiting
 to get the police
who become traitors to their people and targets and die quite often...
 as my frend attested to when I asked him if he wrote them
and responded, THE ONES THAT ARE STILL ALIVE

I read they advertised to get into the army with BOY PARTIES
what the fuck RIGHST did we expect our soldiers to go along with war crimes
DAMN RIGHT WAR IS A  RULE UNTO ITSELF











My neighbors Muslims downstairs would either laughingly tell me or worse be offended
and just have to ignore it because we lived a block from the beach
 and they have
a young girl... wonderful people who brought us food once in awhile
I stupidly lied to her about the first dish she gave us, said we loved it...
we do not eat meat so we give it to the guys across the street
who live in this cheap ass old folks home that passed standards
by bringing in new furniture for the day of the review,
then putting them away when the city investigators
owned by a Jew who fed them kosher
and they bitched about getting crackers instead of bread
lasagna was noodles with ketchup -- no cheese or seasoning



Somebody gonna die tonight
he doesn't care if it's him
he just don't want to know them
doesn't want to know their name
does not wantd to feel death
did not want
to add another name to those he mourns already



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Thursday, March 24, 2016

I SEE GHOST mught be me but no one else.

I want to spend my life concentrating on the spiritual aspects of existence, as I did before my secular university educated drilled that side out of me.  Before my government, or whoever the fuck you are, stole my stupid little life and made me into a monster.  Go back before I became the fall guy for the CIA...  back before I gave one shit about what anyone thought of me except my girlfriend.  Constant sacrifice of everything except my morality,  

I can't do it....  just a brainwashed idiot who did not know what he was getting into.  I knew something would happen in the future, but I sure as hell never imagined what they would do to me.  You do not treat someone like shit and then expect them to work with you or for you or whatever.   I wrote n a character who was running a revolution, and occasionally I WOULD see a reaction on the tv... like one christmas I wrote, all I want for christmas is a revolution.   On Christmas, some kids, fifteen and a fourteen, were busted for setting over two hundred and sixty five garbage dumpsters  on fire.    I put a stop too that, as I did most activity because I simply did not know enough about the shadow ar taking place all around me, hidden just enough that the muggles, so to speak, would never get it... but it is glaring obvious to those who know the codes.  Once they killed a thirteen year old gir and chppend her into pieces.  We shared the same last name, Rodgway.  She was reported to be wearing a black, leater cross at the time.  The same crucifix  I WAS wearing at the time...   her mother came on the news saying, WHO COULD DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS?      I could havet told her it was a group threatening me and try to confort them to the best of my ability.... but no, I am in CHicago, perhaps forever....  we will see.  \\

Like the end of the world, my father seldom tells me I am goin to die.....  I figure it out at the end and ask him why then, once when  I WAS on the cusp of winning the slaves their freedom... I aksed him why?   And he gave me hs only answer to my every prayer.... LOVE.      I have spent llife after life trying to eradiCate my hatres for enemies to the peoples of my last  life.... once I realized that I had killed the parents who cared for me when I looked different,in another life where I had died young of a fly..   As she lay dyingshe called out to me, using MY  oild name  Cried out you are the future king of  israel.   This seemed pretty far fetched for a criminal sheperd..... She died contented that I was alive....

The next time I died, I came to life as a native american, a Siox, when I awoke I realized the woman who had been my mother before was a slave for the tribe,   and they were nmt treated well.   I do not know why my father did this, when I asked he gave His same old, same old ancient and forever answer.....

Thursday, March 10, 2016

ORDERS FROM THE GOD OF MANY MASKS

This  is work on a chapter that will come late in the book.  Kurt Vonneguet, a man they killed after I asked him to help revolt in 07, said that any writer who went on to page two without finishing page one was a fool.   I have not really started page one of this book, what you are seeing so far is the development.  You are also reading some of my real intelligence experiences, enough for the uninitiated to think I am a loon, I suppose.  I ASSURE you, I am certifiably sane.  I go to a back clinic, and have for almost eighteen years, where you have to see a psychiatrist, because the kind of pain I am in causes the brain to get depressed.   NEVER has it been even brought up that I have any kind of mental condition.  I was never thought of as crazy until this intelligence shit happened, and I began to write about the bit I can.  SO THERE.  Ha.

This chapter is fiction.  These events have not happened...  yet.


We know have over 260 million soldiers fighting in units of five to seven or eight, people who know each other since childhood, and cannot be government plants, unless they have been turned.  Some will be threats to their families, etc.

We cannot launch a full out assault again.  We took the white house, and bombed the DUMB they planned on hiding within, which I would not have recommended.  The fear of who we are has to first be instilled in those who are really in control.  There is no point though in cutting the puppet strings.  What we need to do now is go after the puppeteers.    The first mission I am going to outline will require around a hundred men.  I recommend the cells try to co-ordinate with a trusted militia, though they are mostly infilitrated, so you will have to force them to stay in their encampment, and take their cell phones, prior to the mission.  Best case scenaro would have you going to them on the shortest notice possible.  We are going to begin taking out those who are influencing the political process in negative ways, in the hope that we can change the system then by campaign finance reform.  The targets are world wide, some, others we can trap together.   When the Bohemian Grove retreat happens this year, they will be heavily armed, and ready for you...  I recommend rocket launchers, drones, and anything you can fire from afar, to start the assault.  Snipers should take out the surrounding security before this.  The point will be to start a mass exodus, which we can then fight in smaller groups.   If this proves impossible, or you come up with better strategies on your onw -- remember, many of you know more about military strategy than I do, and I rely on you to think for yourself -- do not fall back into the cult mentality which the CIA built around me.

If you have to head into the Bohemian Grove compound, and you probably will have to, though keeping the roads surrounded, and set up with ied's, and accessing the apparatus the police use to blow out tires, will still be essential, because some will escape in bullet proof cars.   Surface to air missiles may be required to take them out.   Once in the compound, the false idol, the owl, which is a masonic symbol, has to be destroyed.  There will be a lot of staff there... prostitutes, and slaves.  Use your own discretion on deciding who is who..  Best to have a list of your targets before going in.... force the staff by torture to reveal any members of the elite who are hiding among them, then keep them alve.  NO CIVILIAN deaths is a priority, though shit happens.  Once all of your targets are taken out, I would recommend having helicopters come in and take you out.  There will probably be a few there, though this may be for some a suicide mission.  I pray that is not the case.

One way to get our people out is to have as many stolen, plate changed cars as possible.  And someone is going to have to stay behind long enough to mine the roads around the B.G. when you leave.  This one mission will change the course of history, and let the world know there iis a revolution.  They kept this hidden from most, as far as I know, before.

The other option is nuclear.  This could get us in and out with no casaulties, and require a lot less people and co-ordination.   I would go here if you can...  though what you do is up to you.

THE amount of the elitist leadership that we can take out with this one mission cannot be stressed enough.  We will be cutting off the head of the snake.

On this same day, if possible, we will go after the Freemasons, who are our primary enemy in the behind the scenes world.  They are the secret society that is worldwide, and presently deciding who becomes successful, and who does not.

I do not know if they will attend or not, but the KOCH brothers MUST be a primary target.  Taking tem out will also change the course of usa politics.  They are backing the worst of the neo cons, and have done as much to destroy deocracy and the republic as the worst of the pack.  The Rothschilds will have to be a primary target as well.  Anyone in this family, or associated with it, no matter their age or gender or how far they are into the conspiracy, has to be a target, for psychological warfare purposes.  

The FORBES LIST of richest americans should also be targeted.  Again, the assault must be brutal, and leave no one in the families alive to continue their mission.  Even the children will grow up into these fortunes, so I would induct them into your units...  and raise them knowing the stock holm syndrome and the rightousness of our mission will bring them around.  Emphasize with them that their parents themselves were not the problem, that it was the collective that they grew into when working with other people.

Oncc we have taken down this scum, all billionaires will be open to assault.   Just taking out the heads of their families should be enough in this case.  Millionaires -- leave them alone.  They are not worth the blood, and when they see what is going to happen to the elite, they will understand that we are going to use taxation to take back what was stolen primarily from the billionaires and leave them alone as much as possible.  They will be taxed as well, at levels that are based on the FDR model, at first, then eased off once we have the money to rebuild the infrastructure.

Other primary targets will include executives in certain fields that we wll socialize once in power.  We must make it unsafe to be an executive getting huge bonuses.   I am hoping we can get these people to willingly turn over their multimillion dollar bonuses.   Keep fifteen percent, then give the rest to the workers, and turn over ownership to the workers.  Do not sabotage their factories, unless this becomes the only option.  The fiels include the electric companies, gas and oil companies, and those involved in the military industrial complex, which is the only exception to the rule when it comes to sabotaging their factories.   We have to stop the building of worthless planes, and nukes and whatever that is fueling the wars, and lining the pockets of the psychotic one percent.  Get lists of the exectives of the firms  I have mentioned, and others you feel should be on the list, and take out a few of them,eough to let them know we are serious, and then give the others a chance to turn over all but two million of their dollars and quit the industry.  This worked during the classic DANA strike in Toledo Ohio, which has a history of strong union action, and battles to the death for the people.

Our primary enemies at this point will of course be the CIA.   I want the the FBI left alone as much as possible, because I owe them, though as we must fight, no one stands who gets in our way, though I believe many of them will come to our side, and provide valuable intelligence, though they will try double agents so any of them that work with us will have to move into encampments and be kept away from contact with anyone, though their families can come for protection, or be contacted by our forces to assure them that the person's well being is being taken care of.

I do not know our troop strength at this point or the armaments we have, or if the marines are still with us.   I know many of them were slaughtered when the English invaded, during the race war that was instigated without my blessing.  That thank God is long over, and our forces are much stronger for allowing all races, religions, etc... to come to our side, and to take positions of real power, instead of being used token as they did in the old days.

These tactics will at first be fought by local law enforcement, unless they have come back to our side... as well as possibly the FBI...  I would prefer that we stop this force by the use of family hostages, though this will of course require that all of our families are in safe havens by then, which we wll use, as last time, the national parks, where we can spread outselves out enough that tactical nuclear warfare will not take out enough of us to stop the movement, and there is plenty of trees to canofalauge the encampments.

Other targets will include the people who are using the satallites to monitor earthly activity.  Space wars can be used at this point if we take the right scientists, and we can take then out up there, though if possible, taking control of the ground crews, or sabotaging their ability to use these satallites, either through hackers or simply destroying their ground capabilites will achieve our same ends.

Our forces now include soldiers who are equal to one another, and understand that the chain of command must be questioned at every turn, not blindly followed.  The input of all must be used, not just a few elitists as our enemy did.   I want the bloodied infantry to have a say in what they are doing, not generals sitting far from the conflict ordering soldiers around like pieces of equipment, instead of valuable human beings.

The next step is to go after the career politicians, and the right wing neocons who have propped up the elite.  These are a group of lying snakes who will say anything, so do not trust them to be Christians or Muslims or whatever Machievellian use of religion they are spouting.  Allow them to give up their ill begotten gains, down to the last penny, and give them menial labor jobs to support their families, in encampments, where again, they must be kept away from communication devices.  No one except a very small, very, very trusted group should have cell phones, and rather than allow people to access those they must,  make the calls for them on throw away phones.

Of course, the tactical nature of our army will need all the basic supplies, because as Napolean said, an army fights on its stomach, to paraphrase, quite badly...  hospitals for medical supplies, doctors and nurses will have to be hit long before this, so we have proper care for diabetics and others.  Leave the the ability to care for their patients for two weeks, and the ability to treat people with kidney problems.  Leave a doctor for their emergency room, a surgeon, and a snall nursing staff in the hospitals.   For food, I recommend going to distribution hubs for various comodities, and using their seni's to empty their warehouses.... schools also stock pile food, and can bbe hit easily, though again, no civlians should be harmed in these operations.  Those who are better strategists than I, and know the local areas, will be able to tell us where the food hubs are.  We will need only the basics....  I recommend also commandeering vitamins, amphetimines, etc..  from stores and hospitals.  Whatever you need.

Ham radios are the preferred method of communication, because they are not easily controlled by our enemies, and can go worldwide, so we can communicate with the countries who have come to our side to provide munitons, soldiers, and supplies.. especialy China, an ally who will help us and not denabd the country as repayment....

Recruitment in the various towns we pass thru should start with the unions, and unfortunatly the high schools, where those above sixteen will be conscripted if they are physically able.   Do not kill their parents, as earlier troops thought they needed to do...  assure them that they can come along if they wish.   If examples need to made, fake this, by using pictures of a series of parents, who look dead, to show to other parents when conscripted their children, both women and men, who we treat equally at all times.  REMEMBER -- SEXUAL HARRASMET OF ANY SORT IS A CAPITAL OFFENSE INN THIS ARNY.  I of course have no opinion on what you do in private, so throw your orgies or whatever, but consent forms need to signed.   The last thing we can afford is for people to once more be split into the groups the elite has used for their dog fights.

REMEMBER ALWAYS THAT WE FIGHT OUT OF LOVE, TO GIVE OUR CHILDREN A FUTURE, AND TO SAVE OUR COUNTRY, TO TAKE BACK WHAT WAS STOLEN IN THE COUP THAT BEGAN SOME FORTY YEARS AGO, and was planned by the Masons and others for only God knows how many hundreds of years.

The armed forces once came to my aide, and hopefully they will again, though Obama purged a lot of our people fron the Navy, who were our primary allies, back before I was given enough intelligence about the various groups and such to know how to navigate the shadow was that they had going.  RENEMBER when they tried to get me involved in the race war, and I refused...  remember the reason was that I knew this is just meant to stop the real war, which is against the financially elite.... though forty eight percent of the billionaires are Jewish who you will be targeting, we must not forget that though you have your beliefs and I have mine, those who fight under this flag must at least, in their behavior, stay away from any anti semitic behavior.  Again, this is divide and conquer.


Lasty, we are going to need to stop Hollywood and TV from continuing their brainwashing.  We did this to a slight degree before, but again, I was not informed of too many things I needed to know.   We will allow the production of certain films, small budget, but Disney, especially, must be stopped brutally.  They will no longer exist in our brave new world...  We forgive for almost anything, but not what they have done.  The scietologist are also going to be a big problem.  They are brainwashed perhaps beyond repair.    I recommend that their icons, cruise and travolta and their leader, who murdered his wife, be taken out immediatly, as well as the leadership aspects.  Without someone to give them orders, the lower escellons should be easy to convert.  Tell them we do not care if they practice their religion, though they will no longer be able to charge for it.  Cease all of their assets, return some to the people it was taken from, and use the rest to fund the revolt.

And remember, the hollywood is tied to criminals at times who I have given my word to leave alone, so any funds they have invested in certan films or whatever should be returned to them with grace.  We are not here to stop gambling or prostition or drugs -- which we will legalize in their entirety, as sane studies have shown lowers addiction, and takes out the violent elements.  I recommend giving control of the distribution to the groups who sold them illegally, to avoid conflict, and recruit... including such groups as the Hell's Angels.


That is enough for this revolution to jump start the changes that will be needed to get our land back fron the banks, and our money back from the one percent, and give us back the fifty five percent of the budget presently going to the military industrial complex.  Our laws setting term linits for politicians will pretty much get rid of the current crop of unethical leeches i politicals.   If he is still alive, we will use a Kennedy for our first president, the one who runs ring of fire.   Get hin and protect hin asap.     I do not want a leadership position, but I will continue to be the stick until we have socialized banks and other industries that have proven predatorial or monopolies, or liars and thieves, like debeers and their artifical inflation of the comon diamond.  Africa must be given back their resources.  All loans to them will be absolved, when we take the world bank, and of course the federal reserve is long gone already.

Begin your preperations but remember you are probably watched.  Burn all of my writing after reading,   God Bless you for your efforts.   Remember, we cannot lose...  our enemy does not want the world we will leave them if they try to use chemicals or nukes on us.    We will take out Bohemian Grove at the height of their meeting, but other than THE DUMBS, which will gve the roaches nowhere to hide in case of an all out nuclear war, which will diminish the possibility tremendously because they do not belive in an after life....   take care....  organize as quietly and unobtrusively as possible, by hitting gun stores and military depots, rather than trying to buy arms.  Funds should be acquired in the usual ways, mainly robbing the banks... 


These are my thoughts on the matter of where this revolution needs to go.   I will leave it to those who have nore tactical knowledge than myself to manage the details.   God Bless.... and I HOPE to be out of this jail soon, to help you in any way I can.





































Saturday, March 5, 2016

I AM THE HAND OF GOD

This is a weird entry... it explains a lot of things that have happened, in reality, and also has a bit of fiction.   It will not be in the book like this.  I am telling, not showing, a few of the things that will be in the book.  I also address people who are involved in the Shadow War in reality, and do not expect those who are not involved to understand all of it...  I intentionally added a bit of fiction so those who are not involved will not know where I am using fiction, and where I am using fact.   I apologize ahead of time for that...  though I hope anyone will find this a bit interesting.   It certainly eludes to a lot of real events, though again....  please remember this book I am working on must be able to be read by two audiences, and be interesting to them both, those who know the top secret intelligence I have to skirt around, and those who do not.    This entry is almost more of a journal entry... though certain things I tell here, I will show in the book... especially the part about tv, and my being held hostage, and this ending up the only way people could contact me because of the heavy surveillance that I live under.   I half ass wonder if this blog is even being allowed to be read by people... it shows that people all over the world have been in here, but I no longer trust anything after what I have been through....  so I hope you enjoy this, and learn a thing or two about the shadow war...







This phrase HAND OF GOD took off when I wrote it into my poetry in 2007, when the armies were preparing for a revolution on usa soil.   I first saw it used on television on a show about an agent who had been BURNED, left with no money in Miami, one of two Buffalo Jails in the states, where people like myself can wander around but never leave.  The show was about rescuing a child from an encampment where a group of militia's were gathered.  When the leader came out he proclaimed, I AM THE HAND OF GOD...  I was shocked.  This was still early on, when I thought everything they showed about me on tv was a lie.  Another show they did about me,  a revolutionary led a bunch of women to their death and imprisionment, merely, he told them, so they would write songs about them and make them hereos.   They wrote a lot of songs about me.   I had no idea yet what had really happened so everything looked like a lie.  Another show, Bones, had a technition, who was a star of the first season, get taken in by a con man, who claimed he had an army behind him, and had his forearms blown off...   they would at some point say to me, AT LEAST YOU STILL HAVE YOUR ARMS... because evidently the CIA  had cut the arms off people who helped me in 07...among other things --whatever happened, Bush was ready to fire 25 CIA agents over the fiasco, and I stopped him... again, for reasons I barely remember... the tv would say LOOK WHO HAS TURNED RIGHT WING...  I had no idea what the CIA had done or I would never have jumped to that judgement...Later they would show me piles of burning bodies and George Bush Jr. dancing around them in glee...  this same show would tell me about the cops leaving my  side when they filmed me masterbating in my house.

 At the time I had no idea anyone more than spies were watching me, and after five years my only revolt against them, that I knew of, was trying to get them to quit watching me... I did this and then said, AND SOME THINGS ARE X RATED.  I always made the mistake of thinking people would get me... they never did.  Took everything wrong.  Had I just been able to get solid intelligence, none of these things would have happened.  I did not know at the time that even my best friends were plants in my life, and that would only get worse... they steered me away from believing the things that were happening to me...  causing the death of tens of thousands of people, others to be enslaved, etc...   I will not go into all of it, because this book is not about causing harm... this book is about saving Christianity.  And perhaps finally explaining what has been happening with religion since the beginning of time.. and maybe saving the world for a thousand years or more, or perhaps just the last will and testimant of the God who takes out the planet, and harvests your soul.  In my vision this is what happens.  We will see.

Television was the primary way I got intelligence.    The reason for this eluded me until I was told, after five years of this shit, that the blacks had taken me hostage, because there was a race war raging...   I never talked to anyone except my wife about this, because it sounds crazy even now as I write it.  I wish I could say that I will never lie to you in this book, but it is fiction for a reason... and part of that is because I am at war to this day with those who would enslave or genocide this planet... and with the economic elite and those who dare call themselves kings and queens.  Monarchies take away free will, and I want to destroy any of them that are more than traditional.... by which I mean those who weild power.  Saudi Arabia comes to mind...  though I have an agreement with the English.   I caused them too many problems inadvertantly, by criticizing them when I felt powerless.

The Batman movies are something else that I should mention.  In the first I am the Joker, because I had them burn a bunch of cash that they offered me, because it was blood money, and I did not want it.  I knew I was somewhat famous by then and figured I would be successful as a result... but no.  I am considered a murderer and all sorts of other shit that is simply not true.  I am responsible for many deaths, no denying that... and this does haunt me every day.   I do not want anymore of that... though when I get to the revolution that is coming, there will be people who will need to either change their ways or be sent off to reincarnate.   In the second b-man move, I was McBain, a play on my stage name Pain, and the fact that the Irish were using me at that time. They have the villian with a nuclear bomb holding the city hostage.  That is enough said about that. 

 When I first woke up I was very peace and love and believed I could bring the world together, and was able to end the fighting in Ireland.  I did not realize at the time that certain criminals who were Irish -- this is Chicago, where the Irish used to rule, until I suggested that Daly resign, and much to my surprise he did.  Anytime something I wrote about happened, I was surprised as hell.  Usually it seemed to me nothing became of my writing and I was powerless... the certainty of an army and all the things I wrote in my blog at that time, in a trance state induced by pot and pills,  were fiction to me.  I thought I was writing a book that might one day be used by revolutionaries, with no idea they had already jumped.  Now they call me superman, because I saved the USA, again, out of ignorance...  I did not even know there were sides, or that I had one powerful enough to take the white house, but I did.   God beffudled me...  I read in the bible He does this sometimes for his own reasons, and a lot of people had a lot at stake for keeping me ignorant...   I consider this the greatest blunder in the history of Intelligence, but they are a mess so I could be wrong.   Now the movie is Batman versus Superman, and in it they have Superman corrupted by all his power... which is funny, because I never felt I had any power, and that which I did have, I always used for good... or tried to.  SINCE I had no idea who my allies were, or what they were doing, I later found out that a lot of crime was done in my name, and other things...  like getting ready to attack England because of my criticism.  That was never my intention.   I had no idea how serious this was until the Queen came on tv saying WE HAVE TO STOP THIS THING....

I responded to that, still only half believing she meant me, that I would but there would be certain conditions.  I do not wish to go too far into this, and I am sorry I will write that too many times in this book, but I do not wish to cause trouble where no trouble is needed.

Years later, January of 15, I would write that I had no problem with the English, and that day they came on tv saying the prince was having his first meeting with China ever... the Chinese have ended up being my greatest allies.  We both believe that capitalism can be very dangerous, and some socialism is needed... a lot more than the states currently have.  Sooner or later we will socialize the banks, oil, electricity, the internet, television and movies.   I will also break up the huge corporations, and make them employee owned, and kick out the high paid executives who do next to nothing, and give their wages to the actual workers. 

Of late the Jews have been attacking me.  I was the one who tried to protect them all those years, but some are standing in my way...  the federal reserve needs to go.  The Jewish control of the media has to go.  The Jewish control of Hollywood has to go.  The control Israel has over the USA has to end, as well as their treatment of the Palastinians.  I believe strongly in soverein countries, because I do not want to create a one world governnment position.  I did this, refusing to become the leader of such a travesty, so that countries could keep their free will.  The idea that absolute power corrupts has truth to it, but I never realized I had absolute power, nor did I.  The world would have changed radically if I had control.  I was being used by forces who had a plan they had been working on since before my birth....  or so I was told.   In the case of Israel, they are giving Jews a bad name all over the world, and oppressing people, and I consider myself at least partially Jewish.... though I have none of their blood, they were a religion that I chose to conglomerate the great knowledge of those times within.   I however came as Jesus to aright many of the wrongs, and as an Essene because they were the most pious of the Jews, very unlike most of the present Jews who have power and wealth in the USA and Israel.  We in the USA are giving them billions of dollars we desperatly need for reasons that are not exactly clear to me, other than if they decide to destroy people, they can in certain sectors, like politics and the music and movie industry.

 




I HAVE recently seen on a show two episodes trying to find parts of the hand of God, and in both instances they only worked once.  When I saw the first episode I thought they were saying my time was over, with the second I knew they were trying to tell me something else.  A darkness has come into the show, Supernatural, which the angel, the character I was originally introduced as, allowed satan to come into him to stop... the sister of God, who God had locked away long before humans, introduced when they killed death...  at the time, on facebook, for quite sometime, I had a quote that said I am death....  I do not know if the two are related.  I did not think enough of the tv shows I saw at the time, and did not know the different stations had different affiliations.  ABC, the disney, nazi channel, where the view often discussed me, and once had the president on speaking directly to some things I had said in one of my wound up sermons...all of this from a top secret event that I cannot reveal.  Supernatural taught me many  things though, and I am grateful to them and their cast, even though they made me the King of Hell at one point, they also made me a chinese grad student who was being very shocked by the secret world he was learning about, just as I was at the time.
They  told me once, when I thought they were my enemy, WE ARE NOT YOUR ENEMY... later I saw a repeat of the show and they took this out.

  At the time I was thinking about becoming Jewish, then they launched that war against the Palastinians, and kept doing all these terrible things...  then, they turned on me when I said I would work with the Nazi's even if that would fullfill my mission.
When I was first attacked by them I tried to explain that I believe in redemption, even for Nazi's, and that is the basis of Christianity... that anyone can be redeemed.  The reason for this is because there is no hell, and though it was used in many recent religions as the afterlife of evil people, it was basicallly carrot and stick... meaningless, really, and like I told people in the beginning of this, I often had to quell souls belief that they were going to hell when they died....  God did not set up a game of winners and losers.... this is win win win win...  though life is hell, suffering, as the Buddhists say, it is training those of you who will become as I, saviors, on planets where souls are being born.
THIS is another thing the Mormon's were given in prophecy, that they would become like Gods...  some will.  Others will go to Heaven...  neither is the better choice.  Simply God's plan, and a matter of numbers.  Not all souls are needed to do this. 

I have been this creature on countless planets.  Time and space have always been.  Some of you will create religions for creatures you cannot imagine, but they all have one thing in common, they sense God and wish to be with him.  Religion can do terrible things, and some of you will basically be the cop and the soldiers who aright them in life after life.  This is not pleasurable by any means.  Though pain and pleasure, you will learn, are meaningless next to serving God, and the reward of Heaven.  In soul you will know God in a way that is impossible in the flesh, and you will wish to be worthy of the profound love you will feel coming from my Father.  His eternal love is worth any sacrifice, and he gives it to us with no conditions.  None.  You do have to grow like a plant grows...  I do not know why?   It all makes sense when you are a soul...  not in flesh.  Our minds are designed to aide in the survival of our genes, nothing more...  an organ to allow a soul to live a life.

Back to the show Supernatural...  they have mentioned the Hand of God in the last two episodes.
Now, I do not know if they are calling on me again to help stop some ultimate evil.  I did see on the x files, a group that was culling the human population, exactly as I learned about from intelligence itself... with all kinds of changes... something else said on that show was exactly from me...  I criticized the x files when it first started because I felt it was a show to distract from what is really happening with intelligence, and now they reveal on the show that the x files were indeed a distraction, to keep people from knowing about the planned genocide.  This show was on FOX, which despite their news, has had shows that helped me all along, like Glee, and others.

 I need to say Modern Family was another, because I set out to protect gays, and mexican immigrants, and the Mexicans started out on my side, as did the Puerto Ricans and others.  I did not and will never make a choice of a certain race or whatever to be the chosen ones, but one of my comedy stories had penguins discovering God and the Pope going along.  They assumed from this I was catholic, and when they gave codes to all the animals Mexicans became penguins.  I could repeat all the lines from my writing that led to the grave misunderstandings...  I think it is sufficent to say that the plan they had for me was not mine.   I did not know about the shadow war back then, and my comedy was just comedy, not sone plan for revolution or whatever...  only after I awoke did I become anything more...




I do not know what to think about the Hand of God and the new references in the show.  I speculate a lot on how perhaps I am needed again, to stop some unfathomable horror, where they would even use satan himself as an ally to win.   I have befriended of  late a group that used me once, in ways that made the Jews think I despised them, when nothing could be further from the truth.  I refuse to let my hatred for the behavior of a few affect my perceptions of the many.  Too many philosophy classes on thinking skills to make such a childish error.  There is so much bad blood between the Nazi's and the Jews that I wrote I was commanding them to make up, the entry disappeared from facebook.  When I wrote about it disappearing, this too later disappeared.  Today, I had something up about Disney being in the Scottish Rites, and someone responded that they were satanic... I contacted her, and we chatted a bit, and when I went back to the entry, what she had written had disappeared from the entry.  This was on facebook, where I go under John Scott Ridgway, should you wish to read what I write in that context.

I have told the Nazi's that I will help them get rid of the Jews that control the federal reserve and other evil financial institutions,   Hollywood, and are taking money from the US tax payers.   This must be done by any means necessary...  and if they are the allies on this fight, as well as socialistic in their thinking, we have this in common, and can build their redemption from this... my Only condition is that they leave the innocent Jews alone...  I understand better now how propaganda can make people seem much worse than they really are.  Hitler has become the epitomy of evil in the modern world, forgotten is the slaughter of Christians by the russians under Jewish control...  Hitler put them in camps, just like the americans put the Japanese in camps.  I no longer trust the Jewish press about what went on in these camps.  There are too many lies out there, and now that the Jews have turned on me, I see that they are despicable, those involved in this, in their ways and thinking, just as the Nazi's were toward me.

Now the Jews are acting like Nazi's toward the Palastinians, and basically have taken over much of the world thru their banking activities.  They have taken hostage the USA.  A few, not the many.  They oppress their own who cry out for sanity...  they are mostly not real Jews, converts...  they certainly have almost nothing of the Essene left in them... my people were not like this at all.  We were communists, sharing everything, and dressing plainly...  careful not to give into the temptations of the material world.  This has come naturally to me in this life, not caring to own much, though no essene, that is for sure.

I have respect for soldiers, and discipline, and the willingness to die for a cause.  The comrades who I have fought beside are sacred to me.  The one thing the Nazi's did that impressed me was that they said they would jail themselves if I asked.  I did jail them for a few weeks, then brought them out to confront a problem I thought I had, which in my confusion I did not realize I was having them attack the very people who thought they were working with me.  Too much confusion entered into this, because like I have written, when I was first told what different groups did, I thought they were all criminals, and had no idea these were sides in a war.   In fact the group I had them attack were my allies, and I hope they still are.  I think by now all sides understand that I was simply ignorant of what was happening.  At one point I could have won the country, but I told people to attack a group that had used me, who was in fact more powerful than any of the others...  They were one of many I made the mistake of trying to stop from doing crimes that were in fact acts of a war that I did not know about.

I burned a lot of bridges at that point, and told them they would have to build bridges to me on my terms if they wanted them, not on theirs.  This cost me a lot of power, but I do not care about power except in the sense of what I can do with it.... in fact, very early on, when this first started, I told them, DO NOT GIVE ME POWER... I wrote this because I could tell I was being used.... and I did not want to be someone's puppet... I think.  To be perfectly honest I was so crazy from this drug they had me on and the brainwashing and the upheavels in my life and the tv suddenly showing and talking about aspects of my private life that I was half mad.  Holding on to my sanity was about all I could do at that point.   I made a few statements I truly regret.  One day I blurted out GAYS ARE ANGELS...  because I did not want them oppressed.   Like my joke, Kill yourself and others, but not in that order... a stupid joke that was taken out of context, from a thousand peaceful words... 

This led to another tv show, DOMINION...  very early on, I said my favorite movie was Jeremiah Johnson...  and then I was told THE EMPORER WANTS COLORADO...a  man died to get this message out to the press.  As did many to get messages to me.  I hate that this happened, though all who died in my name go to heaven, those who died fighting against me do too.   This is little solace for those who must live with their absence, and no solace for me...  I mourn for them all, and easily could allow my anger to flow and flow and flow at those who kept me so in the dark that my messages were confusing people to the point that many killed themselves, thinking this is what I wanted... when I never would have asked for any of these things.  I tend to love everybody, in my way...  when I drove taxi I met all sorts of people and most of them I liked.   The things people thought I wanted done are beyond my imagination.   I would have not said so many things, or done so many things, had I known the consequences of my actions.  God and man, or man playing out God's plan, kept me from knowing these things until much, much later.... when I was interrogated and accused of crimes I was learning about for the first time...

I have thought long and hard about this entry.... because I have fought against the Nazi's during this war...  I like most just assumed they were all evil, etc...  I am not a Nazi, I just have learned not to care what people think, just how they act.   If they will go along with the idea that Jews who are just good people need to absolutly be left alone, and only those who are in power positions that need to be shifted are to be attacked, then I will work with them.  I have written particularly about not liking Oprha, who is some kind of big shot with the Nazi's...   I imagine many people owe their success to joining one secret society or another... this too was told to me.   I do not like that innocent Jews were harmed by her and the others who initially ran Chicago...   I do not like that I was deceived by all the people who did, but I have to forgive everyone, and offer a clean slate.   I do not expect humans to be able to achieve this, but I must for myself, as much as possible.  There is a reason I called myself the son of man when I was Jesus, and this is because I am a man, and will do the things a man does... I am also though the Son of God, and will do the things a God does, on occasion.   Like the few miracles associated with me, mainly being able to create storms when I am truly enraged, and come back from the dead, living thru various experiences that killed every other human who they happened to....

I was going to write more about Dominion, which had Colorado as the base for angels who wanted to kill all humans....   and Las Vegas, of all places, as the place where an archangel was trying to save humans.  This again was taken from my comedy writing, where I wrote a novella called Our God Ralph, where he randomnly killed people at times because he was pissed about over population... he was also into wrecking cars, which sadly enough became another way people were trying to get messages to me.  All of this could have been cleared up by talking to me.

To conclude this...   I will in the end bring the Nazi's and the Jews together, at least to the point where they can live in peace with one another, despite their differences of opinion.   Free will requires that I allow people to think for themselves.  Religion was never about commanding you how to think, only men would do such things.  God loves diversity, and you have only to look around at Nature to understand this.

There is a part of me that thinks I may have burned all the bridges and have no chance of winning a just peace in this world, and if that does not happen, then I imagine my vision will come true, and all of the earth will die.   I pray this is not the end of life on earth, that it can contiue in it's wonderous beauty, and that the population can be stabalized in humane, just manners... instead of just keeping the rich and royal alive, and a few cherry picked for intelligence or looks or slaves or whatever...  That must not be allowed to happen.  Even if I am just a deluded man, brainwashed into believing I am this entity, I have seen miracles, have left my body and been just soul, and have dream after dream come true, usually in a nightmarish way BUT NONE THE LESS...  I know that powerful, mystical forces that science cannot explain have happened tome.  Even met a ghost once.   I have a list in my mind that I go thru when my doubts weigh heavy on my mind.


 FROM THIS DAY FORWARD, there are only  going to be two ways to survive -- one, stay out of my way... two, join this cause.   I invite anyone to help me...  I do not care about criminals, run your gambling and sell your drugs -- which should be legalized, though I would prefer that you keep me out of your doings.   I swear to you that I will not come after you ever again.  You exist with the power you have for a reason, and one of them was to help bring me to world wide prominence.    I have worked for a cab company and a radio station that were both owned by criminals, and felt it was just not my place to judge, just not my business.   I will take this same tact from now on, though of course I would prefer that you set yourselves up in legitimate businesses, for the sake of your children, I am not your enemy, and no matter how powerful I get, I will no longer play cops and robbers.   There are a few crimes that I will stop by any means necessary though -- pedophilia and slavery.  I recommend anyone who is involved in slavery to set them free and compensate them...  because if I have to intervene, I will kill you and give all your property to the slaves.  The Mob does not need to involve themselves in such horrid work, and I would apreciate their assistance in both of these matters.

Last and least, I would like a better life.  God does not want me to become a speech writer for the president, as he made clear... and I see why now.   I must not be swallowed up by the system, and have some stake in keeping it going.   I do not have anything personal against any politicians anyore, though I may write like I do to make a point about disagreeing with their policies, and wish them no harm in this process.   In fact, I would prefer that none of them be harmed at all, not only because such things will do no good, but because they can redeemed and even useful.   There are various reasons I kept Obama alive when I could have gotten rid of him...  the first and foremost being I would never order the killing of someone when I am in my right mind, which I was not always, especially during the years on estes, when I was filled with unending rage at so many things that were happening in my life.   I had a disconnect, because everything was happening on tv, not in my real life, so I would get wound up and say things that I would with premeditation never do.  I have had a couple years now to meditate on all that has happened... time I needed to heal, and come to grips with the idea of all the deaths that have been caused, the maimings, the...  total and utter mess of God breaking america with a Rod.  

I had a plan once, long ago, that was for a world very different than the one I have discovered, and I have had to modify that plan, and improv up solutions to problems that I never in my wildest dreams thought could happen, let alone involve me...  if I could write all that has truly happened... but they would never allow anyone to see that.  And might harm people I care about.  I think they understand my insurance policy is not one that they can afford....  which is what I always meant by insurance.  Not what it came to be.... which again, I cannot go into, and never will.   I do not have enough intelligence to implicate one person in any of this.  Never met the people that said we were working together, etcc...

As far as my decision to work with anyone who will help me to make this world just, and the press free, and the movies art instead of propaganda controlled by a small group of Jews and intelligence agencies....   I am not anti semitic.   I even endorsed a Jewish man for the mayor of Chicago, and despite our differences of opinion on certain things, I hope that we can maintain a good relationship.   He must be untouched and left to serve out his term, after which he will no longer be mayor.  I have seen this already, as I see a few things....  and though many I do not like, they quite often come true.  I do not care what anyone's religion is, if they want a fair world, and are willing to help me, or stay out of my way, that is good enough for me.  I do not want to destroy Israel at all, I just want the sane, peaceful voices there to be listened to, instead of the beastly neocons who have caused the religion to be despised the world over at this point... which is wrong.   I will work with whoever will build a bridge to this isle I sit on, who have the same political ambitions, to give the resources of this country back to the people, instead of allowing a few kingly living psyhcopaths all the money and land.  I mention the Jews but there are plenty of people of all religions who will be the enemy in this war...   I do not mean all rich people, though I do not believe in billionaires, let alone trillionaires, and will tax the hell out of the corporations, and the rich will learn to live under FDR like conditions until every one has a chance to participate in the american dream.  My prayer is that Jews and Nazi's will fight side by side to make this a better world...  whether they work out their differences or not is their own business, but how they BEHAVE toward one another is mine.   I will not help anyone who oppresses anyone over their beliefs, no natter how bizarre or different than my own..   I will however protect the innocent, no matter what religion they are.   I will not allow Jews to be oppressed for being Jewish, or Nazi's to be oppressed for their beliefs either.   The sane should be able to recognize the sane and help the others.   I offer my hand to all at this point....   let the press be free...  let the movies tell the stories of arabs and others that are not flattering to the Jews...  let the truth of world war two be told, and the horrors of the Jewish Communists in Russia be told... this crime against humanity is ignored and those who point out the Jewish influence on this slaughter as anti-semetic, which is part of the problem.

WANTING JUSTICE is enough to get me hated.   I welcome that hate.

THE last thing I will write is that mind control devices, which are being perfected right now, need to be destroyed, treaties need to be drawn up to stop their usage, and just in case, we must start developing ways to disrupt such waves, and our own, in case we have to use them to fight some kind of hyped up super soldiers with our own....  this rape against free will is not something I will tolerate.  The environment, mind control, forcing people to think certain ways through propaganda... all of these things are affronts to God.  God is about Love.  You humans are mostly acting out of hate, and you got me caught up in that thinking, the man in me, because again, you refused to allow me to go off and learn about this new being I was when this started, because you were intent on using me in your war.

I wrote above I want a better life.  I do.  For myself and my immediate family.  I have earned my way in this world and this country has been harmed by the people who used me, and I ended up being the only person who could stop them from taking over, by inadvertantly, though the power of God, sabotaging this at every turn.  If I had known what was going you can imagine that I one would not haeve let you film me masterbating, and two, I would not have said attack a certain group of criminals.  Both lead to terrible tragedies...  but both turned out to be the right thing.   I do not want to rule the world with the backing of criminals, I have never been a pirate, and I would have went to washington and become a speech writer, which would have either sucked me up into the system, or more than likely caused more war, and the death of the president.  I am sorry they happened, and even more sorrowful over what happened as a result of these actions... but all I can do is say I have matured greatly since these events.   I would like to be moved to the countryside, and be able to meet with the people I am working with, and my supposed enemies, so we can work out peaceful ways of making the changes this world needs to survive.  I prefer a warm climate, and if possible out of the USA.   I would like a million dollars....  I know you will not do this...  you have refused me all of this before...   but I do want to be compensated for writing obama's speeches and saving this country twice.  A million is nothing compared to what my supposed family made off of me.  37 million bucks for smoking, and I live on a tiny social security check?   And this family wonders why I feel no alleigence to them.

The last thing I want is a church of my own.   I do not want a religion of my own, there are plenty of those, but I would like a sane congregation...  preferably of people who were harmed in this war, and we will live as the Essenes did, simply, communistically...   worshipping God.   I wish this was all I had to do on this planet, but to fullfill my mission I have to bring Justice to the USA, and let them lead the rest of the world by example. I do not wish power for myself, or to be president, or to enter into that system at all.   I wish to advocate for the changes THIS PLANET REQUIRES for as long as possible...  peacefully, though civil disobediance, monetary boycots, unionization, and changing the way that elections are funded.   If none of that works, then I will bring hell to earth to Bring This World Into Justice....   lastly let me say I felt I had no power.  Power did not corrupt me...  ignorance and hatred made it appear so.   I no longer hate any of you, though I am still fairly ignorant of what is going on in this world.   

Again, I feel powerless...  like nothing I write will matter at all.  Do not make the mistake again of thinking I am insane, or rigid, or stereotype, or racist, or phobic of any sort against any group of people, with the exceptions cited, peophiles and slave owners.




























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