I AM THE HAND OF GOD

This is a weird entry... it explains a lot of things that have happened, in reality, and also has a bit of fiction.   It will not be in the book like this.  I am telling, not showing, a few of the things that will be in the book.  I also address people who are involved in the Shadow War in reality, and do not expect those who are not involved to understand all of it...  I intentionally added a bit of fiction so those who are not involved will not know where I am using fiction, and where I am using fact.   I apologize ahead of time for that...  though I hope anyone will find this a bit interesting.   It certainly eludes to a lot of real events, though again....  please remember this book I am working on must be able to be read by two audiences, and be interesting to them both, those who know the top secret intelligence I have to skirt around, and those who do not.    This entry is almost more of a journal entry... though certain things I tell here, I will show in the book... especially the part about tv, and my being held hostage, and this ending up the only way people could contact me because of the heavy surveillance that I live under.   I half ass wonder if this blog is even being allowed to be read by people... it shows that people all over the world have been in here, but I no longer trust anything after what I have been through....  so I hope you enjoy this, and learn a thing or two about the shadow war...







This phrase HAND OF GOD took off when I wrote it into my poetry in 2007, when the armies were preparing for a revolution on usa soil.   I first saw it used on television on a show about an agent who had been BURNED, left with no money in Miami, one of two Buffalo Jails in the states, where people like myself can wander around but never leave.  The show was about rescuing a child from an encampment where a group of militia's were gathered.  When the leader came out he proclaimed, I AM THE HAND OF GOD...  I was shocked.  This was still early on, when I thought everything they showed about me on tv was a lie.  Another show they did about me,  a revolutionary led a bunch of women to their death and imprisionment, merely, he told them, so they would write songs about them and make them hereos.   They wrote a lot of songs about me.   I had no idea yet what had really happened so everything looked like a lie.  Another show, Bones, had a technition, who was a star of the first season, get taken in by a con man, who claimed he had an army behind him, and had his forearms blown off...   they would at some point say to me, AT LEAST YOU STILL HAVE YOUR ARMS... because evidently the CIA  had cut the arms off people who helped me in 07...among other things --whatever happened, Bush was ready to fire 25 CIA agents over the fiasco, and I stopped him... again, for reasons I barely remember... the tv would say LOOK WHO HAS TURNED RIGHT WING...  I had no idea what the CIA had done or I would never have jumped to that judgement...Later they would show me piles of burning bodies and George Bush Jr. dancing around them in glee...  this same show would tell me about the cops leaving my  side when they filmed me masterbating in my house.

 At the time I had no idea anyone more than spies were watching me, and after five years my only revolt against them, that I knew of, was trying to get them to quit watching me... I did this and then said, AND SOME THINGS ARE X RATED.  I always made the mistake of thinking people would get me... they never did.  Took everything wrong.  Had I just been able to get solid intelligence, none of these things would have happened.  I did not know at the time that even my best friends were plants in my life, and that would only get worse... they steered me away from believing the things that were happening to me...  causing the death of tens of thousands of people, others to be enslaved, etc...   I will not go into all of it, because this book is not about causing harm... this book is about saving Christianity.  And perhaps finally explaining what has been happening with religion since the beginning of time.. and maybe saving the world for a thousand years or more, or perhaps just the last will and testimant of the God who takes out the planet, and harvests your soul.  In my vision this is what happens.  We will see.

Television was the primary way I got intelligence.    The reason for this eluded me until I was told, after five years of this shit, that the blacks had taken me hostage, because there was a race war raging...   I never talked to anyone except my wife about this, because it sounds crazy even now as I write it.  I wish I could say that I will never lie to you in this book, but it is fiction for a reason... and part of that is because I am at war to this day with those who would enslave or genocide this planet... and with the economic elite and those who dare call themselves kings and queens.  Monarchies take away free will, and I want to destroy any of them that are more than traditional.... by which I mean those who weild power.  Saudi Arabia comes to mind...  though I have an agreement with the English.   I caused them too many problems inadvertantly, by criticizing them when I felt powerless.

The Batman movies are something else that I should mention.  In the first I am the Joker, because I had them burn a bunch of cash that they offered me, because it was blood money, and I did not want it.  I knew I was somewhat famous by then and figured I would be successful as a result... but no.  I am considered a murderer and all sorts of other shit that is simply not true.  I am responsible for many deaths, no denying that... and this does haunt me every day.   I do not want anymore of that... though when I get to the revolution that is coming, there will be people who will need to either change their ways or be sent off to reincarnate.   In the second b-man move, I was McBain, a play on my stage name Pain, and the fact that the Irish were using me at that time. They have the villian with a nuclear bomb holding the city hostage.  That is enough said about that. 

 When I first woke up I was very peace and love and believed I could bring the world together, and was able to end the fighting in Ireland.  I did not realize at the time that certain criminals who were Irish -- this is Chicago, where the Irish used to rule, until I suggested that Daly resign, and much to my surprise he did.  Anytime something I wrote about happened, I was surprised as hell.  Usually it seemed to me nothing became of my writing and I was powerless... the certainty of an army and all the things I wrote in my blog at that time, in a trance state induced by pot and pills,  were fiction to me.  I thought I was writing a book that might one day be used by revolutionaries, with no idea they had already jumped.  Now they call me superman, because I saved the USA, again, out of ignorance...  I did not even know there were sides, or that I had one powerful enough to take the white house, but I did.   God beffudled me...  I read in the bible He does this sometimes for his own reasons, and a lot of people had a lot at stake for keeping me ignorant...   I consider this the greatest blunder in the history of Intelligence, but they are a mess so I could be wrong.   Now the movie is Batman versus Superman, and in it they have Superman corrupted by all his power... which is funny, because I never felt I had any power, and that which I did have, I always used for good... or tried to.  SINCE I had no idea who my allies were, or what they were doing, I later found out that a lot of crime was done in my name, and other things...  like getting ready to attack England because of my criticism.  That was never my intention.   I had no idea how serious this was until the Queen came on tv saying WE HAVE TO STOP THIS THING....

I responded to that, still only half believing she meant me, that I would but there would be certain conditions.  I do not wish to go too far into this, and I am sorry I will write that too many times in this book, but I do not wish to cause trouble where no trouble is needed.

Years later, January of 15, I would write that I had no problem with the English, and that day they came on tv saying the prince was having his first meeting with China ever... the Chinese have ended up being my greatest allies.  We both believe that capitalism can be very dangerous, and some socialism is needed... a lot more than the states currently have.  Sooner or later we will socialize the banks, oil, electricity, the internet, television and movies.   I will also break up the huge corporations, and make them employee owned, and kick out the high paid executives who do next to nothing, and give their wages to the actual workers. 

Of late the Jews have been attacking me.  I was the one who tried to protect them all those years, but some are standing in my way...  the federal reserve needs to go.  The Jewish control of the media has to go.  The Jewish control of Hollywood has to go.  The control Israel has over the USA has to end, as well as their treatment of the Palastinians.  I believe strongly in soverein countries, because I do not want to create a one world governnment position.  I did this, refusing to become the leader of such a travesty, so that countries could keep their free will.  The idea that absolute power corrupts has truth to it, but I never realized I had absolute power, nor did I.  The world would have changed radically if I had control.  I was being used by forces who had a plan they had been working on since before my birth....  or so I was told.   In the case of Israel, they are giving Jews a bad name all over the world, and oppressing people, and I consider myself at least partially Jewish.... though I have none of their blood, they were a religion that I chose to conglomerate the great knowledge of those times within.   I however came as Jesus to aright many of the wrongs, and as an Essene because they were the most pious of the Jews, very unlike most of the present Jews who have power and wealth in the USA and Israel.  We in the USA are giving them billions of dollars we desperatly need for reasons that are not exactly clear to me, other than if they decide to destroy people, they can in certain sectors, like politics and the music and movie industry.

 




I HAVE recently seen on a show two episodes trying to find parts of the hand of God, and in both instances they only worked once.  When I saw the first episode I thought they were saying my time was over, with the second I knew they were trying to tell me something else.  A darkness has come into the show, Supernatural, which the angel, the character I was originally introduced as, allowed satan to come into him to stop... the sister of God, who God had locked away long before humans, introduced when they killed death...  at the time, on facebook, for quite sometime, I had a quote that said I am death....  I do not know if the two are related.  I did not think enough of the tv shows I saw at the time, and did not know the different stations had different affiliations.  ABC, the disney, nazi channel, where the view often discussed me, and once had the president on speaking directly to some things I had said in one of my wound up sermons...all of this from a top secret event that I cannot reveal.  Supernatural taught me many  things though, and I am grateful to them and their cast, even though they made me the King of Hell at one point, they also made me a chinese grad student who was being very shocked by the secret world he was learning about, just as I was at the time.
They  told me once, when I thought they were my enemy, WE ARE NOT YOUR ENEMY... later I saw a repeat of the show and they took this out.

  At the time I was thinking about becoming Jewish, then they launched that war against the Palastinians, and kept doing all these terrible things...  then, they turned on me when I said I would work with the Nazi's even if that would fullfill my mission.
When I was first attacked by them I tried to explain that I believe in redemption, even for Nazi's, and that is the basis of Christianity... that anyone can be redeemed.  The reason for this is because there is no hell, and though it was used in many recent religions as the afterlife of evil people, it was basicallly carrot and stick... meaningless, really, and like I told people in the beginning of this, I often had to quell souls belief that they were going to hell when they died....  God did not set up a game of winners and losers.... this is win win win win...  though life is hell, suffering, as the Buddhists say, it is training those of you who will become as I, saviors, on planets where souls are being born.
THIS is another thing the Mormon's were given in prophecy, that they would become like Gods...  some will.  Others will go to Heaven...  neither is the better choice.  Simply God's plan, and a matter of numbers.  Not all souls are needed to do this. 

I have been this creature on countless planets.  Time and space have always been.  Some of you will create religions for creatures you cannot imagine, but they all have one thing in common, they sense God and wish to be with him.  Religion can do terrible things, and some of you will basically be the cop and the soldiers who aright them in life after life.  This is not pleasurable by any means.  Though pain and pleasure, you will learn, are meaningless next to serving God, and the reward of Heaven.  In soul you will know God in a way that is impossible in the flesh, and you will wish to be worthy of the profound love you will feel coming from my Father.  His eternal love is worth any sacrifice, and he gives it to us with no conditions.  None.  You do have to grow like a plant grows...  I do not know why?   It all makes sense when you are a soul...  not in flesh.  Our minds are designed to aide in the survival of our genes, nothing more...  an organ to allow a soul to live a life.

Back to the show Supernatural...  they have mentioned the Hand of God in the last two episodes.
Now, I do not know if they are calling on me again to help stop some ultimate evil.  I did see on the x files, a group that was culling the human population, exactly as I learned about from intelligence itself... with all kinds of changes... something else said on that show was exactly from me...  I criticized the x files when it first started because I felt it was a show to distract from what is really happening with intelligence, and now they reveal on the show that the x files were indeed a distraction, to keep people from knowing about the planned genocide.  This show was on FOX, which despite their news, has had shows that helped me all along, like Glee, and others.

 I need to say Modern Family was another, because I set out to protect gays, and mexican immigrants, and the Mexicans started out on my side, as did the Puerto Ricans and others.  I did not and will never make a choice of a certain race or whatever to be the chosen ones, but one of my comedy stories had penguins discovering God and the Pope going along.  They assumed from this I was catholic, and when they gave codes to all the animals Mexicans became penguins.  I could repeat all the lines from my writing that led to the grave misunderstandings...  I think it is sufficent to say that the plan they had for me was not mine.   I did not know about the shadow war back then, and my comedy was just comedy, not sone plan for revolution or whatever...  only after I awoke did I become anything more...




I do not know what to think about the Hand of God and the new references in the show.  I speculate a lot on how perhaps I am needed again, to stop some unfathomable horror, where they would even use satan himself as an ally to win.   I have befriended of  late a group that used me once, in ways that made the Jews think I despised them, when nothing could be further from the truth.  I refuse to let my hatred for the behavior of a few affect my perceptions of the many.  Too many philosophy classes on thinking skills to make such a childish error.  There is so much bad blood between the Nazi's and the Jews that I wrote I was commanding them to make up, the entry disappeared from facebook.  When I wrote about it disappearing, this too later disappeared.  Today, I had something up about Disney being in the Scottish Rites, and someone responded that they were satanic... I contacted her, and we chatted a bit, and when I went back to the entry, what she had written had disappeared from the entry.  This was on facebook, where I go under John Scott Ridgway, should you wish to read what I write in that context.

I have told the Nazi's that I will help them get rid of the Jews that control the federal reserve and other evil financial institutions,   Hollywood, and are taking money from the US tax payers.   This must be done by any means necessary...  and if they are the allies on this fight, as well as socialistic in their thinking, we have this in common, and can build their redemption from this... my Only condition is that they leave the innocent Jews alone...  I understand better now how propaganda can make people seem much worse than they really are.  Hitler has become the epitomy of evil in the modern world, forgotten is the slaughter of Christians by the russians under Jewish control...  Hitler put them in camps, just like the americans put the Japanese in camps.  I no longer trust the Jewish press about what went on in these camps.  There are too many lies out there, and now that the Jews have turned on me, I see that they are despicable, those involved in this, in their ways and thinking, just as the Nazi's were toward me.

Now the Jews are acting like Nazi's toward the Palastinians, and basically have taken over much of the world thru their banking activities.  They have taken hostage the USA.  A few, not the many.  They oppress their own who cry out for sanity...  they are mostly not real Jews, converts...  they certainly have almost nothing of the Essene left in them... my people were not like this at all.  We were communists, sharing everything, and dressing plainly...  careful not to give into the temptations of the material world.  This has come naturally to me in this life, not caring to own much, though no essene, that is for sure.

I have respect for soldiers, and discipline, and the willingness to die for a cause.  The comrades who I have fought beside are sacred to me.  The one thing the Nazi's did that impressed me was that they said they would jail themselves if I asked.  I did jail them for a few weeks, then brought them out to confront a problem I thought I had, which in my confusion I did not realize I was having them attack the very people who thought they were working with me.  Too much confusion entered into this, because like I have written, when I was first told what different groups did, I thought they were all criminals, and had no idea these were sides in a war.   In fact the group I had them attack were my allies, and I hope they still are.  I think by now all sides understand that I was simply ignorant of what was happening.  At one point I could have won the country, but I told people to attack a group that had used me, who was in fact more powerful than any of the others...  They were one of many I made the mistake of trying to stop from doing crimes that were in fact acts of a war that I did not know about.

I burned a lot of bridges at that point, and told them they would have to build bridges to me on my terms if they wanted them, not on theirs.  This cost me a lot of power, but I do not care about power except in the sense of what I can do with it.... in fact, very early on, when this first started, I told them, DO NOT GIVE ME POWER... I wrote this because I could tell I was being used.... and I did not want to be someone's puppet... I think.  To be perfectly honest I was so crazy from this drug they had me on and the brainwashing and the upheavels in my life and the tv suddenly showing and talking about aspects of my private life that I was half mad.  Holding on to my sanity was about all I could do at that point.   I made a few statements I truly regret.  One day I blurted out GAYS ARE ANGELS...  because I did not want them oppressed.   Like my joke, Kill yourself and others, but not in that order... a stupid joke that was taken out of context, from a thousand peaceful words... 

This led to another tv show, DOMINION...  very early on, I said my favorite movie was Jeremiah Johnson...  and then I was told THE EMPORER WANTS COLORADO...a  man died to get this message out to the press.  As did many to get messages to me.  I hate that this happened, though all who died in my name go to heaven, those who died fighting against me do too.   This is little solace for those who must live with their absence, and no solace for me...  I mourn for them all, and easily could allow my anger to flow and flow and flow at those who kept me so in the dark that my messages were confusing people to the point that many killed themselves, thinking this is what I wanted... when I never would have asked for any of these things.  I tend to love everybody, in my way...  when I drove taxi I met all sorts of people and most of them I liked.   The things people thought I wanted done are beyond my imagination.   I would have not said so many things, or done so many things, had I known the consequences of my actions.  God and man, or man playing out God's plan, kept me from knowing these things until much, much later.... when I was interrogated and accused of crimes I was learning about for the first time...

I have thought long and hard about this entry.... because I have fought against the Nazi's during this war...  I like most just assumed they were all evil, etc...  I am not a Nazi, I just have learned not to care what people think, just how they act.   If they will go along with the idea that Jews who are just good people need to absolutly be left alone, and only those who are in power positions that need to be shifted are to be attacked, then I will work with them.  I have written particularly about not liking Oprha, who is some kind of big shot with the Nazi's...   I imagine many people owe their success to joining one secret society or another... this too was told to me.   I do not like that innocent Jews were harmed by her and the others who initially ran Chicago...   I do not like that I was deceived by all the people who did, but I have to forgive everyone, and offer a clean slate.   I do not expect humans to be able to achieve this, but I must for myself, as much as possible.  There is a reason I called myself the son of man when I was Jesus, and this is because I am a man, and will do the things a man does... I am also though the Son of God, and will do the things a God does, on occasion.   Like the few miracles associated with me, mainly being able to create storms when I am truly enraged, and come back from the dead, living thru various experiences that killed every other human who they happened to....

I was going to write more about Dominion, which had Colorado as the base for angels who wanted to kill all humans....   and Las Vegas, of all places, as the place where an archangel was trying to save humans.  This again was taken from my comedy writing, where I wrote a novella called Our God Ralph, where he randomnly killed people at times because he was pissed about over population... he was also into wrecking cars, which sadly enough became another way people were trying to get messages to me.  All of this could have been cleared up by talking to me.

To conclude this...   I will in the end bring the Nazi's and the Jews together, at least to the point where they can live in peace with one another, despite their differences of opinion.   Free will requires that I allow people to think for themselves.  Religion was never about commanding you how to think, only men would do such things.  God loves diversity, and you have only to look around at Nature to understand this.

There is a part of me that thinks I may have burned all the bridges and have no chance of winning a just peace in this world, and if that does not happen, then I imagine my vision will come true, and all of the earth will die.   I pray this is not the end of life on earth, that it can contiue in it's wonderous beauty, and that the population can be stabalized in humane, just manners... instead of just keeping the rich and royal alive, and a few cherry picked for intelligence or looks or slaves or whatever...  That must not be allowed to happen.  Even if I am just a deluded man, brainwashed into believing I am this entity, I have seen miracles, have left my body and been just soul, and have dream after dream come true, usually in a nightmarish way BUT NONE THE LESS...  I know that powerful, mystical forces that science cannot explain have happened tome.  Even met a ghost once.   I have a list in my mind that I go thru when my doubts weigh heavy on my mind.


 FROM THIS DAY FORWARD, there are only  going to be two ways to survive -- one, stay out of my way... two, join this cause.   I invite anyone to help me...  I do not care about criminals, run your gambling and sell your drugs -- which should be legalized, though I would prefer that you keep me out of your doings.   I swear to you that I will not come after you ever again.  You exist with the power you have for a reason, and one of them was to help bring me to world wide prominence.    I have worked for a cab company and a radio station that were both owned by criminals, and felt it was just not my place to judge, just not my business.   I will take this same tact from now on, though of course I would prefer that you set yourselves up in legitimate businesses, for the sake of your children, I am not your enemy, and no matter how powerful I get, I will no longer play cops and robbers.   There are a few crimes that I will stop by any means necessary though -- pedophilia and slavery.  I recommend anyone who is involved in slavery to set them free and compensate them...  because if I have to intervene, I will kill you and give all your property to the slaves.  The Mob does not need to involve themselves in such horrid work, and I would apreciate their assistance in both of these matters.

Last and least, I would like a better life.  God does not want me to become a speech writer for the president, as he made clear... and I see why now.   I must not be swallowed up by the system, and have some stake in keeping it going.   I do not have anything personal against any politicians anyore, though I may write like I do to make a point about disagreeing with their policies, and wish them no harm in this process.   In fact, I would prefer that none of them be harmed at all, not only because such things will do no good, but because they can redeemed and even useful.   There are various reasons I kept Obama alive when I could have gotten rid of him...  the first and foremost being I would never order the killing of someone when I am in my right mind, which I was not always, especially during the years on estes, when I was filled with unending rage at so many things that were happening in my life.   I had a disconnect, because everything was happening on tv, not in my real life, so I would get wound up and say things that I would with premeditation never do.  I have had a couple years now to meditate on all that has happened... time I needed to heal, and come to grips with the idea of all the deaths that have been caused, the maimings, the...  total and utter mess of God breaking america with a Rod.  

I had a plan once, long ago, that was for a world very different than the one I have discovered, and I have had to modify that plan, and improv up solutions to problems that I never in my wildest dreams thought could happen, let alone involve me...  if I could write all that has truly happened... but they would never allow anyone to see that.  And might harm people I care about.  I think they understand my insurance policy is not one that they can afford....  which is what I always meant by insurance.  Not what it came to be.... which again, I cannot go into, and never will.   I do not have enough intelligence to implicate one person in any of this.  Never met the people that said we were working together, etcc...

As far as my decision to work with anyone who will help me to make this world just, and the press free, and the movies art instead of propaganda controlled by a small group of Jews and intelligence agencies....   I am not anti semitic.   I even endorsed a Jewish man for the mayor of Chicago, and despite our differences of opinion on certain things, I hope that we can maintain a good relationship.   He must be untouched and left to serve out his term, after which he will no longer be mayor.  I have seen this already, as I see a few things....  and though many I do not like, they quite often come true.  I do not care what anyone's religion is, if they want a fair world, and are willing to help me, or stay out of my way, that is good enough for me.  I do not want to destroy Israel at all, I just want the sane, peaceful voices there to be listened to, instead of the beastly neocons who have caused the religion to be despised the world over at this point... which is wrong.   I will work with whoever will build a bridge to this isle I sit on, who have the same political ambitions, to give the resources of this country back to the people, instead of allowing a few kingly living psyhcopaths all the money and land.  I mention the Jews but there are plenty of people of all religions who will be the enemy in this war...   I do not mean all rich people, though I do not believe in billionaires, let alone trillionaires, and will tax the hell out of the corporations, and the rich will learn to live under FDR like conditions until every one has a chance to participate in the american dream.  My prayer is that Jews and Nazi's will fight side by side to make this a better world...  whether they work out their differences or not is their own business, but how they BEHAVE toward one another is mine.   I will not help anyone who oppresses anyone over their beliefs, no natter how bizarre or different than my own..   I will however protect the innocent, no matter what religion they are.   I will not allow Jews to be oppressed for being Jewish, or Nazi's to be oppressed for their beliefs either.   The sane should be able to recognize the sane and help the others.   I offer my hand to all at this point....   let the press be free...  let the movies tell the stories of arabs and others that are not flattering to the Jews...  let the truth of world war two be told, and the horrors of the Jewish Communists in Russia be told... this crime against humanity is ignored and those who point out the Jewish influence on this slaughter as anti-semetic, which is part of the problem.

WANTING JUSTICE is enough to get me hated.   I welcome that hate.

THE last thing I will write is that mind control devices, which are being perfected right now, need to be destroyed, treaties need to be drawn up to stop their usage, and just in case, we must start developing ways to disrupt such waves, and our own, in case we have to use them to fight some kind of hyped up super soldiers with our own....  this rape against free will is not something I will tolerate.  The environment, mind control, forcing people to think certain ways through propaganda... all of these things are affronts to God.  God is about Love.  You humans are mostly acting out of hate, and you got me caught up in that thinking, the man in me, because again, you refused to allow me to go off and learn about this new being I was when this started, because you were intent on using me in your war.

I wrote above I want a better life.  I do.  For myself and my immediate family.  I have earned my way in this world and this country has been harmed by the people who used me, and I ended up being the only person who could stop them from taking over, by inadvertantly, though the power of God, sabotaging this at every turn.  If I had known what was going you can imagine that I one would not haeve let you film me masterbating, and two, I would not have said attack a certain group of criminals.  Both lead to terrible tragedies...  but both turned out to be the right thing.   I do not want to rule the world with the backing of criminals, I have never been a pirate, and I would have went to washington and become a speech writer, which would have either sucked me up into the system, or more than likely caused more war, and the death of the president.  I am sorry they happened, and even more sorrowful over what happened as a result of these actions... but all I can do is say I have matured greatly since these events.   I would like to be moved to the countryside, and be able to meet with the people I am working with, and my supposed enemies, so we can work out peaceful ways of making the changes this world needs to survive.  I prefer a warm climate, and if possible out of the USA.   I would like a million dollars....  I know you will not do this...  you have refused me all of this before...   but I do want to be compensated for writing obama's speeches and saving this country twice.  A million is nothing compared to what my supposed family made off of me.  37 million bucks for smoking, and I live on a tiny social security check?   And this family wonders why I feel no alleigence to them.

The last thing I want is a church of my own.   I do not want a religion of my own, there are plenty of those, but I would like a sane congregation...  preferably of people who were harmed in this war, and we will live as the Essenes did, simply, communistically...   worshipping God.   I wish this was all I had to do on this planet, but to fullfill my mission I have to bring Justice to the USA, and let them lead the rest of the world by example. I do not wish power for myself, or to be president, or to enter into that system at all.   I wish to advocate for the changes THIS PLANET REQUIRES for as long as possible...  peacefully, though civil disobediance, monetary boycots, unionization, and changing the way that elections are funded.   If none of that works, then I will bring hell to earth to Bring This World Into Justice....   lastly let me say I felt I had no power.  Power did not corrupt me...  ignorance and hatred made it appear so.   I no longer hate any of you, though I am still fairly ignorant of what is going on in this world.   

Again, I feel powerless...  like nothing I write will matter at all.  Do not make the mistake again of thinking I am insane, or rigid, or stereotype, or racist, or phobic of any sort against any group of people, with the exceptions cited, peophiles and slave owners.




























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