I took out the lasers from this on line novel...

For most of humynkinds history I have led slave revolts, started religions, or steered them, was an acolyte to your holy men.appearing at times as an Angel, a burning bush.... I am not an angel. Angels can fall. I cannot fall. I earned my position by being the first creature in all of the cosmos to say No to God. My kind collects souls from destroyed planets... entrophy says they all go. He would send those from my planet to give creatures a mercy death, though this was not explained to me... we followed orders out of love of God, our Father -- so to speak, He has no sex, I merely follow your traditions.



---- this is a novel in progress, which also is trying to teach how to write a book. I hope to get these two texts from this vlog. I am a well read and published author from way back with lots of education and experience, though I have never tried to do this before... as such, I took out a major plot device.. the lasers.... you will understand as the story unfolds......






I learned to love the creatures of the planet he sent me to that time, and how He laughed at me, How he seemed to love me ever more. His creation had taken on a life of his own and created Free Will. He allowed me then a variation on our ways, told me that he would send me to the very beginnings of the lives on the planet, that I could attempt to give them ten thousand years of peace before their end. I am the greatest mass murderer in the history of time. I will in the end destroy all that lives on this planet. The Father will decide if I have succeeded or not in steering the species to life or death.Our Father is pure love, and entity I have witnessed in a dream/vision, vast and timeless and immobile.


When a soul has their final death, and nothing is left on the planet's surface to draw the entity back into the cycles of living and learning, they gravitate toward God from every planet, dimension, time... I AM a different being, The Chosen One -- cursed I think at times... chosen for a mission that I would never ask of another. Instead of going back to God, where I began my existence, I instead feel the pull of the pain of other life forms, other planets that are like this earth, struggling with the suffering of the cycle of life.


Now I AM the Son of Man, living among you since before life began here... a creature who is lless than the Father who created us -- I use Father as your term, in reality you would no more apply a sex to GOD than you would a boulder. This is the tale of your planet, from the beginning to the now, as well as a prophesy of your possible futures... Your bibles have some truth, and one is that even the son does not know when the Father will bring on what some of you refer to the rapture, and others death by the greenhouse effect, others nuclear war, others the simple passage of time that eventually destroys all that is created... I am here to answer the prayers that began when your mind first was able to understand death... when you first began to spin myths to answer the questions that are not yours to know except in the most childish of manners... WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE DIE? I appear in each generation, awakening only after I have learned the ways of a time enough to fullfill my mission. They vary from situation to situation, fire to fire I trudge, bringing my soul into the worst of situations, to rekindle the FREE WILL that humyns have been granted; the only species on the planet that is not completly bound by ther genetic imperatives -- though they are much more than they realize. In one life I am leading a slave revolt; another teaching priests a new slant on religion; another an ancient warrior covered in bear skin barely keeping his tribe alive in desperate times... and now, a warrior in a shadow war fought behind the scenes of the media, between intelligence agencies, undergroud groups, the deeper levels of the Churches, the Masons, the oligarchies, the east and the west... as I try to prepare the souls on earth to choose between ten thousand years of peace, or the haunting visions of endless lightening flowing from my chest, and endless fire from my back, great streams of destruction encircling the planet and consuming the earth... What sounds like a horror will be, should the father decide your ability to solve your problems is hopeless, a mercy killing before the planet plunges into pure chaos, as the damaged atmosphere begins to destroy their crops, flood the coasts, sending cannabilistic refugees across the planet... and bringing a hell on earth God will not allow. My mission is to stop the wealthy from destroying the planet by living lives of luxury while most of the planet is plunged into poverty by their excesses. Already I have been recognized by presidents, popes, the leaders of all countries and churches... and also hidden, as best the intelligence agencies can, after they tried to use me, when I was still waking up... I tried to warn them that while I am forgiving, my Father watches what is done to His son, and exacts horrible revenge...




This book I am drafting will confuse some of you, as I write for those who are involved in the secret world they keep from the masses, though I will try to avoid this... there is cognitive dissonance in all minds, that will attempt to tell you what I write is all fiction, but my oath to you is that I will tell all I can about the ways of man that I learned when the elite attempted to make me create a world wide religion, leading to a one world government, and the carnage that has been left in my wake.... I cannot tell everything, so I use fiction where I must, and other incidents I must leave out entirely, because my writing has resulted in unintended death all across this planet. I am the most dangerous creation God has ever created. I am also the most forgiving.




I OFFER REDEMPTION AND FORGIVENESS for every soul that truly will change their ways.... others I have a special hell for, a place where they pay penance, and learn how much I despise the lifestyle they have just lived. Thank you for reading my words. Know that though I was greatly disturbed when I awoke in these times from my innocence, and this writing should be greatly disturbing to you, that God is love, and in the end, every soul will experience the absolute ecstasy of dwelling in the Golden Light of God's Overwhelming Love forever.

There are compiled entries where you can now read the story up to this point. This is first draft, where I write everything down at first, even though if some of it clashes with other parts... then later decide which way to go. I go back over these compiled chapters again and again, working on them to perfect them, and then working on what is to come, which is the roughest prose. All throughout the book there is more telling so far than showing, because a lot has to be told to bring the reader up to speed, on a war that has been going on for eight years, and has finally come to a head as the elite decide to genocide seven billion and the protagonist begins nuking .... well, let that be a surprise. There are two things going on here, the teaching of how to write a book, and a book... which will become clear if you read the blog. I HAVE MADE A MAJOR CHANGE SINCE DRAFTING THIS BOOK. I AM REMOVING THE USE OF LASERS. PLEASE KEEP THIS IN MIND IF YOU ARE READING THIS DRAFT FROM THE BEGINNING. I hope the chapters stand alone, in a way, from the over all text and can be read as a short story. The poet in me wants each line to sound as if their is a sonnet birthing... But anyways, the chapters I have now are being pared down, to where about five of them are kept, and the remaining chapters, which grow organically from all the ideas in the draft, are set in stone. You are supposed to let the novel lead you, according to John Gardner, and while I love his books, I think he could have plotted better. I aspire at least to be the student who surpasses the teacher, who added to the science of literature his contribution.



Wednesday, March 30, 2016

STATE SAYS YOUR MARRIED AFTER 6 YEARS AND WE HAVE BEEN TOGETHER FOR FOURTEEN YEARS AND PLANNED W WRDDING NEVER REPORTED...

LlEGIONS come in and STAND TALL

There is no time to question\
every movement drilled into their minds
mached iin rain, snow, sleet, hundred and one degrees
WOUNDED you crawled a bloody trail on the back to your buddues
ten miles or twenty or thiry or....

fly into a neigborhood where everyone hates them
They are allowing snpers to use ther rfles on Marines
I tell them the terrible truth --
 they are lying when they say they do not know who
these people are
they grew up with them/AND there is a fifteen thousand dollar bounty for killing an AMERICAN
spliting fifteen grand just to tell solders NO WE DO NOT KNOW them was pretty good pay

I TOLD THEM KILL A FAMILY,
MUTILATE THE CORPSES, SEND ME A NECKLACE OF EARS
on  the News report about the raid they report that some corpses weere mutilated by
having their ears cut off  MEN WOMEN AND CHILDRNE

EVERYONE KNEW WHO THE SNIPERS WERE AFTER THAT
and the muurders of the MARINES fled town or were turned in

After that, later, when the war went on and on and the soldiers grew darker and daeker
crazier about saving their own lives

READ AND ARTICLE
where a sagent said one of his soldiers was balls out crazy
talked to himself
if the family had not turned in then sniper he burned down their house
-- he was more humane than me

in that town without snipers the marines and the citizens were safe
Marines by then had started to fire at the snipers, blowing their houses to hell and taking down
civlians with them, or taking them up to Heaven to virgins and paradise
-- depending on what book they brought you up in the human geography of your birthplace
the esteem or lack there of your race, religion, caste, poorness, willing to kill or be killed
in the storm you have caled down on yourself
mortars and helicopters and drones and airstrikes

still hitting mines on the road abd seeubg oeioke due
hist unit is hunt and kill

There could be a double door they'd be smashing thru
could be a solitary man WATCHING TV
with a 12 year old son who wants that bounty
in your sniper scope
then the head s no nore


looking out for his buddies
Can't six for everyone
too many people
They choose a few of you strangers together
you bond over the cause of staying fucking ALIVE

He is leading Iraqi police trainers, living out with them in their houses
I put my feet up on the couch and he tells me
showing the bottom of your feet to a Muslim is an insult
Never do it
I'm LIKE OKAY
Glad to know it... just in case
He is a huge Irish guy with a still festering hate for what was done to them by the English
the unintended consequences
our euphamism for dead civilians
People who died who did not have to
Maybe they did need to die to advance our cause
This is NEVER GONNA BE OVER UNTIL WE WN\
We will not allow twenty eight familiies to own half the wealth of the world

WE WILL NOT ALLOW THESE SELFISH PSYCHOPATHS TO CONTROL OUR WORLD
THEY HAVE TOO MUCH POWER
OVER ALL OF US
AND MUST BE BROUGHT DOWN

so we once more have that money in the hands of a buying middle class thriving
all races religions and...  give people good lives where they do not have to worry
whether the polticians are working for them or big pharma or big oil or big intellience apparatus...

THERE ARE 7 BILLION OF US ON THIS PLANET
THEY NEED ONLY BE TOLD THAT THEY ONLY WAY TO LOSE
IS NOT TO FIGHT
AND YOU HAVE A RAGING STORM
THAT CHANGES LIFE FOREVER
WE SOCIALize the banks and Insurance
and no longer have to pay for their greedy ways --
force there to in competition for the whole world,
one hell of a contract...
the proposals for a one world, preliminary council,
 that is agreed mainly on one thing first and foremost
-- countris SPLIT UP AGAIN,
 retain their culture...  sovereign countries that must do as they will,
to the largest degree possible

 Pedophilia and slavery are practically accepted in some areas
AND I WIL NEVER STOP FIGHTING THEM
they change or are jailed.  These are rich men in their areas
the chldren are trained to rub the cocks of men talking to their owner
as protocol
THE MARINES FLIP OUT AND STOP IT

later a MARINE can no longer stand hearing a young boy gettng raoed in the next tent
and beats the sht out of a pedophile or a culture or ...  doesn't matter to me
The Marine is tossed out of the service because they want to send a message
don't turn these guys in....  find out later they are recruiting
 to get the police
who become traitors to their people and targets and die quite often...
 as my frend attested to when I asked him if he wrote them
and responded, THE ONES THAT ARE STILL ALIVE

I read they advertised to get into the army with BOY PARTIES
what the fuck RIGHST did we expect our soldiers to go along with war crimes
DAMN RIGHT WAR IS A  RULE UNTO ITSELF











My neighbors Muslims downstairs would either laughingly tell me or worse be offended
and just have to ignore it because we lived a block from the beach
 and they have
a young girl... wonderful people who brought us food once in awhile
I stupidly lied to her about the first dish she gave us, said we loved it...
we do not eat meat so we give it to the guys across the street
who live in this cheap ass old folks home that passed standards
by bringing in new furniture for the day of the review,
then putting them away when the city investigators
owned by a Jew who fed them kosher
and they bitched about getting crackers instead of bread
lasagna was noodles with ketchup -- no cheese or seasoning



Somebody gonna die tonight
he doesn't care if it's him
he just don't want to know them
doesn't want to know their name
does not wantd to feel death
did not want
to add another name to those he mourns already



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